♥ Soooo... I dunno.
I can't tell if I'm just being a whiney teenager, or if I have any justification.
Like, I know that the time in my life is considered... A time in which we whine and rebel against parents a lot...
And that we 'say' we hate them, but we doin't really mean it...
Well, I really can't tell if I fit into that or not.
I'm just so sick of my dad getting drunk, and verbally abusing me to tears.
I'm tired for getting yelled at for my grades, when they're B's, when... He should be yelling at my sister for not even trying to get good grades.
I don't want him to be a great dad one day, and then become a complete d**k-head the next day.
All I ever do is complain about how bad my father is, and I seriously think I hate him.
I don't think that I could just be over exaggerating on this.
Last night, I was trying to listen to Ryan's Reel Big Fish CD over my dad's yelling at me...
And after he left, which was after he made me cry, Your Guts (I Hate 'Em) came on.
I started giggling. >_>
That song... Pretty much... Summed up my feelings about him.
I hate him so much, that... I imagined myself playing the song at his funeral. ;D
Or leaving it as a 'gift' before I leave this ******** hell hole.
Anyways, I needed to rant after my dad was a d**k...
Again.
Sorry. ;0
-feeling better already- ♥
I can't tell if I'm just being a whiney teenager, or if I have any justification.
Like, I know that the time in my life is considered... A time in which we whine and rebel against parents a lot...
And that we 'say' we hate them, but we doin't really mean it...
Well, I really can't tell if I fit into that or not.
I'm just so sick of my dad getting drunk, and verbally abusing me to tears.
I'm tired for getting yelled at for my grades, when they're B's, when... He should be yelling at my sister for not even trying to get good grades.
I don't want him to be a great dad one day, and then become a complete d**k-head the next day.
All I ever do is complain about how bad my father is, and I seriously think I hate him.
I don't think that I could just be over exaggerating on this.
Last night, I was trying to listen to Ryan's Reel Big Fish CD over my dad's yelling at me...
And after he left, which was after he made me cry, Your Guts (I Hate 'Em) came on.
I started giggling. >_>
That song... Pretty much... Summed up my feelings about him.
I hate him so much, that... I imagined myself playing the song at his funeral. ;D
Or leaving it as a 'gift' before I leave this ******** hell hole.
Anyways, I needed to rant after my dad was a d**k...
Again.
Sorry. ;0
-feeling better already- ♥
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Verbal abuse is the kind of thing that makes your child spend a year of their life considering themselves unworthy and questioning their life goals. I should know.