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all i wanted was you how is it i have been likeing and falling for girls and as i start to accutally smile and mean it they get a boyfriend i guess i am just a ****** up a used product no one wants i want to put a bullet through my heart and a knife in my head wait i **** that up too i want to put a knife through my heart and a bullet in my head ****** christ why do i have to keep my promises i want to start playing with my knives again for the first time in a long time i dont want someone i can hold i need someone to hold me in the end i will just end up someones pet cause its the only time of girl i can manage to keep i was hopeing i could find someone that i could take my collar off for and give it to her so i wouldnt be her pet but that hope is gone for now sweet nitemares everyone -russell

Posted by: alittlepuppy Tue Mar 06, 2007 @ 02:46am

somepeople like to mend the broken wings of birds
but i love to mend the broken hearts of girls
though afterwards they still fly away

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Commented on: Fri Mar 23, 2007 @ 09:44pm


	I hope you find that special person heart

Commented on: Sun Apr 15, 2007 @ 08:22am

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Commented on: Thu Apr 26, 2007 @ 12:40am


	Your a lier and an emotional moron russell I've heard whats been going on between you and heather. wink I told her the truth, everything. I'm sorry I cant stand to see the way you treat women! I mean I'd be your friend in all if you stop acting like the victim in everything.

Commented on: Tue Aug 14, 2007 @ 01:29am


	That's really awsome. I like it. I mean it's heartfelt and kind of sad. You should definatly write more. 3nodding

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Commented on: Fri Oct 05, 2007 @ 06:31am


	aww im sorry >.< but theres somebody out there for everyone u just havent found her yet but u just wait you'll find her sooner or later i know it^^ ive found my someone already its you

Commented on: Sat Nov 10, 2007 @ 07:18am


	Finding that one person...it's really tough. The pain of losing someone you thought actually MEANT something to you, hell, that's even worse. I know what it's like...you give and give, and then you have nothing else given TO YOU in return...It leaves a hole in the heart... Many people in this world are just as alone... Just as heart-broken... I must admit that I am as well... But please, Love, don't beat yourself up because of it. You're not a ******** up. And saying that to yourself just isn't going to make you feel any better. So chin up, hun. Don't look down the path of darkness, but find the thing that makes the world seem just a little brighter. It'll take a while...or maybe it wont. But you'll find it....the purpose for living in this world. I hope we all do.

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