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sorrow hurts the soul which kills the mind and causes the heart pain. Pain so bad that not even death itself can make the pain be eased or calm it. not being wanted.....not even by the one you hold highest in your life the one whom you see as the one you want to live up to....just hoping your good enough.......even though deep inside.....you know..........you know that you'll never be good enough....your not worthy.....that you wont ever even be able to measure up to 1/3 of what they are......and they dont care they just shove you away even after all the time you have been separated all this time.......and they just knock you down and away telling you to leave to go away that they dont want you......and you feel the tears run even more......than they were before......and to think....your day had actually happy before this....the first time you have actually had a happy day.......in forever.......and the tears....just continue to fall......as if you arent good enough for anyone......or usefull for anything........... ~end~ Angeleise · Sat Mar 10, 2007 @ 05:42am · 1 Comments


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Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 05:08am

ur good enought for me.............and there are alot of things ur so much better then me at and u will be useful

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