She kept her feeling hidden
Out of everyones sight
A mask 2 hide it all
Until she went 2 bed at night
Her diary knew everything
His looks, his eyes, his smile
In her heart she knew she loved him
Though her head was in denial
How could he not notice it
As she said it loud & clear
He never told her how he truly felt
He just ran in fear
Although she had a boyfriend
She really loved him 2
She didn't want 2 hurt either 1
So she didn't know what 2 do
Her feelings were so deep
At least she knew they were true
She wanted 2 scream it loud
And say that I lov u
He felt the same about her
But kept it all bottled up inside
He said he wanted 2 b *just friends*
Although he knew he lied
They loved each other so much
Though neither of them knew
He always said I lov u
But she didn't know it was true
One day he was through with it
Tired of always crying
He called her up and told her
That he was through with lying
He said *I hav loved u since the day
That u stole my heart
I think of u all the time
Whenever we are apart
When someone says lov
You're the first thing 2 my mind
I know that I lov u
And loved u this whole time
So stop playing games
lets get 1 thing straight
I know that you're with him
But I hope that I'm not too late
She began 2 cry
Knowing how she truly felt
She wanted 2 tell the truth
She wanted 2 just melt
After she gathered her thoughts
She grabbed the phone and sighed
She said *I didnt feel the same*
Knowing that she had lied
She couldn't tell him the truth
It would break her boyfriends heart
But she was destroying her own
Knowing forever they would b apart
In her diary that night
She told about her day
How she lied 2 him
And the price she'd have 2 pay
The pain was building up
And the tears were falling down
Her heart was so strong
Then it crumbled 2 the ground
She was writing in her diary
When her boyfriend called her phone
She saw it was him
And just wanted 2 be alone
He called her back again
And answered the phone, did she
He said this relationship ain't working
I am so sorry
She began 2 cry
Although pain she did not feel
They were tears of joy
That moment her heart did heal
She called up the guy she loved
And said *I'm through with lying 2
My boyfriend was in the way
But this time I secretly loved u*
He replied *I lov u 2
But theres something hav 2 say
I have a story 2 tell
About what I was going 2 do today
I called and told I lov u
But you refused my heart
I began 2 cry
And simply fell apart
I grabbed a gun
and put it 2 my head
Without your lov
I was better off dead
I was about to pull the trigger
When my phone began 2 ring
I noticed it was u
And my heart bgan 2 sing
But now I know u lov me
Let me say it again
I-LOV-U!!!!*
They talked 4 a while
About how stupid they had been
Believing the other
just wanted to b friends
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