Its just getting worse. This dead feeling. I can't get it out. I can't stop feeling dead.
I'm losing the fight. ********, I was losing it earlier. I'm gonna give up. I want to die.
I've wanted to die for a long time.
But not this badly.
Not like anybody would give a damn.
Of late, it's harder just to go outside
To leave this deadspace with hatred, so alive
Writhing with sickness, thrown into banality, I decay
Killed by the weakness, but forced to return, turn it off
I watch the stars as they fall from the sky
I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry
Out there so quickly grows malignant tribes
Posthuman extinction excels unrecognized
Feeling surrounded, so bored with mortality, I decay
All of this hatred is ******** real, turn it on... yeah
I watch the stars as they fall from the sky
I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry
It won't be alright despite what they say
Just watch the stars tonight as they, as they disappear, disintegrate
And I disintegrate 'cause this hate is ******** real
And I hope to shade the world as stars go out and I disintegrate
It won't be alright
Despite what they say
Just watch the sky
As stars go out...
View User's Journal
Brittany's Journal of Meaningless Ramblings
This will mostly be random outbursts, my day-to-day ramblings/rants and the rare events that happen in my boring life.
 |
Perambulate Somnambulant
Community Member |
User Comments: [2]
| ||||
|
User Comments: [2]