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I dont know how to start this off except by saying Im sorry. I never meant to hurt you or make you go through that feeling all over again. It pained me more then you can believe to see you go through that pain. The reason, I promised I would never hurt you and what did I do? I hurt you. I broke the first promise I ever made to you and I dont know how to make it right to myself. Its taken me all night just to compose myself and yet Im still thinking about it. Everytime I see you I might think about it again and again. Please dont take this as something bad for you, me being like this, its me that has to go through it, so dont worry. I still love you very much and I know you love me. I know you said it doesnt matter but to me it means more then anything. You are the girl I love and have cared for more then anyone I can ever think of. I know I cant make it up to you cause its something that goes away but I will try to not let it get to me. I dont want to make you cry so Ill try and let it pass. I just want to make you happy, no matter what. I love you Michelle.

Last night I had a crazy dream
A wish was granted just for me
It could be for anything
I didn’t ask for money
Or a mansion in Malibu
I simply wished, for one more day with you

One more day, one more time
One more sunset, maybe I’d be satisfied
But then again I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you

First thing I’d do, is pray for time to crawl
Then I’d unplug the telephone and keep the TV off
I’d hold you every second, say a million I love you’s
That’s what I’d do, with one more day with you

One more day, one more time
One more sunset, maybe I’d be satisfied
But then again I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you

Leave me wishing still, for one more day
Leave me wishing still, for one more day