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Heyelmo writes in this.
Mostly a bunch of random stuff because I use my journal as either a place to write and keep my mind off stuff or else a place to dump things like surveys.
What now?
I think I want to quit Gaia and delete my account, but that might be me just overreacting to everything.

I've been getting headaches that are coming too often for me. I'm having trouble thinking straight at times; I'm already losing some of my memory and the pounding my head is taking is probably speeding up my memory loss.

Some days they're on my temples, while other days they're in the middle of my forehead. Today the pains are coming from the back of my head.

Sometimes it isn't so bad, the headaches are soft and would last for a couple hours and I would barely notice.

Sometimes, they'd come out of nowhere and I would just fall on the floor where ever I was and sit on the floor cradling my head in my arms screaming until it went away. It would last a couple second or minutes, but it would really scare me.

I don't know what do about it, I can't take pills because I think I have an allergic reaction that drives me crazy (I've torn up my skin at times). I think I'm just going to start cutting stuff out of my life, one at a time, and see where it goes from there.

It is spring break right now, maybe all my stress is finally coming at me because at school, all I can do is hold it all in.

I'm just afraid that headaches can mean a lot more than stress in a person's life. Blindness and becoming deaf have started with headaches from people. What if it's a trigger of insanity.





 
 
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