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Today and yesterday were filled.
Yesterday I had to go to Ian's birthday thing at Ghengas Khan (Again with the crap spelling) and met three of his other friends.
Cameron, Hamish, And Micheal.
They were okay. Micheal was cool though, I brought him home and we watched anime and talked all night with Josh and Hale. (Who mainly slept)
David likes anime too, All is good.
Then today was filming the Plant Script.
It went really well, It's going to be a good movie.
Probally not as good as July was going to be but still good.
I worry about Ian and Hayley.
They dont really seem to care about each other at all but are still together. Odd.
None of my bee's-wax but I do worry.
Why be together only to hurt each other and everyone around them?
All they do is flirt with other people and complain about how they 'hate' each other.
Odd.
Dunno, Maybe this is just some weird form of jealousy talking. Who knows?
I do worry about them getting hurt though.
I dont want depressed and dead people on my hands yelling that it's all my fault. Because it will be.
Ohh, I just love my friends. *Sigh*
Actually, That is the problem, I wish I could be like Lilly and just not care but I cant.
Stupid Hobo.
Ollie has Turkish blood in him. Interesting. Yay.
I feel liking singing.
I wrote some poetry and a song earlyer but it was all angsty so I deleted it.
I hate reading ansgty stuff that I've written, It sounds so stupid later on.
Oll is talking about moving. Us moving. Away from them. I dont want to break all this. *sigh*
Why cant people just get along? Damn human instincts.
I dont understand people sometimes.
I dont hate Chris, Even after everything that has happened between us yet he hates me. I dont get it. Maybe I'm stupid.
And yes, That comparasin was not quite relevent.
Q is a very under-rated letter of the alphabet.
Same with Z, Z is a very very cool letter.
The Americans have it right, Why use S's when you can use Z's. 3nodding
I see the logic.
Sounds different I guess but looks funky.
Okay, NOW I am ranting.
I feel like caring about someone.
Like being in love again. Not that I really know what 'in love' is. What I felt/had with Chris doesnt feel like 'in love' now.
I mean, I love him - I think I always will, He was someone that changed my life greatly and I would have given everything for him almost, But what I felt back then for him isnt what I feel now. If I had been 'in love' with him things wouldnt have been like this.
Or something.
It's hard trying to explain something without telling anything. I need to work on that a bit.
Teach him to be ours....
Filming after school tomorrow then it's editing and music. Which I think might best be left up to Lilly.
Uther has many things in the Flannel this time, I think it might almost be worth it to buy it.