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Stupid-no-Jutsu : The art of being stupid.

Finally released in a totally unabridged format.



R The ignorance of men in love makes me sick to my stomach. Its all hormones and the urge to protect. It won't last, if it does I will be surpised and I will infact do myself in. A friend is all I will ever be to men everywhere. I don't know why I have feelings for one guy, I really don't. I'm scared to explore the matter, and I would like to be his friend first. But I barely see him, which discourages me. There's just this feeling I have...perhaps its my ego just trying to tell me that I can get him if I wanted, but if I look at the matter more closely, what chance in hell do I have? I wish someone would help me. Or let me in peace so I can just kill myself slowly but surely.

Posted by: ShaIIow Tue Mar 22, 2005 @ 10:30pm