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A flame that burns eternity; a heart made of ice; life melting glass
RIP and a CONTEST
Some shocking news I JUST found out because I'm slow...

"Trinity Blood" Creator Sunao Yoshida Passes Away

On July 15 2004, Sunao Yoshida, creator of "Trinity Blood" passed away due to a pulmonary ailment. His death came just roughly two weeks after the anime adaptation of the "Trinity Blood" novels was announced. He was 34 years old.

From Animaxis.com

His artwork was wonderful. I urge you all to check it out if you haven't. Trinity Blood. When I looked at his art I was inspired. It's some really amazing stuff. Everything is so detailed. I'm surprised not many know of Trinity Blood. Now I know why. Please check it out if you haven't.

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KAMCAO

The KAMCAO Team mainly consists of a good line of friends and family. The team comprises artists influenced by manga-styled drawings on different genres. The members ranged from high school students, college students, to working adults.

KAMCAO stands for Kawaii Anime Manga Creative Artists & Otaku(s) which is what the team wants to portray! For those who are still new to Japanese words, kawaii means cute or adorable, whilst the word otaku is used to describe obsessive enthusiastic addicts who just can’t get enough of anime, manga and games.

KAMCAO is a great platform for its members to educate the public on what anime and manga is and how the industry can benefit the artists and readers alike; not just locally but also internationally. In addiction, it is a great medium to expose our local customs and culture to others around the world.


The Contest

The KAMCAO Illust Contest is a contest opened to everyone globally to showcase their talents. It is organized to be held online annually by the KAMCAO Team. Every year, artworks by contestants in KAMCAO Illust Contest will be featured in KAMCAO Art Book that is published annually as well.

The first contest was held in 2006 in the span of 4 months. Because it was the first contest KAMCAO has ever organized, their target was to have at least 20 entries. We received an overwhelming response, with 103 contestants participating and 139 entries since the contestants were allowed a maximum of two entries each.

“The objective of this contest is to discover new talents and to get more and more people involve with KAMCAO. We would like to acknowledge and recognize the different talents and skills displayed in the various artwork received.”
KAMCAO Art Book 2006 [BANZAi!]

You can read more at --> KAMKAO CONTEST For RULES and REGULATIONS.

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News today? Well I'm not in the happiest of moods. I'm actually feeling pretty painful.
I mean, when I think about it, I never actually felt love for Hime. I only thought of her as a hindrance. One of those "Oh god not her again". I thought if I forced myself to love her, it'd work. Then I was trapped, soon after time I grew to love her, despite all of her flaws.
Then her words became like poison and every time we spoke I was depressed for a long time afterward.
Still, I never loved her as much as I love Futil. Part of me is fighting, it's an online thing. But then all of my relationships start from an online thing. It's a sickness you know. I need to be loved by who I am. not what I look like.
When I get old, everything will wrinkle, every handsome aspect of me will fade, but the soul within me will remain. My heart remains. If I can't be loved by what's there, I refuse to be loved.
I'm also selfish. I want to be loved by one and love only one. Two people in love not more. All or nothing.
I really do feel that way with Futil. I really do.
Three months ago I told Feather I can't write a love story. She asked why. I said I no longer believe in it. Hime had broken my heart. There she had two choices. To choose between her new love she found during my absence or her old one. One she had told everyone "we connect". Those words still hurt.
When love leaves me I'm left with bitter feelings. Most of them turning to anger.

I can sleep well knowing that I am loved. It's a welcoming feeling. A true feeling. To belong. It's almost like a fairytale. Out of all this drama there is happiness if I continue to endure.

Today my entire left arm is throbbing. It's almost like some weird spell. There's no swelling. I put ice on it and nothing. It still burns.
A circle of people in New Jersey are practicing witch craft. Somethings that are forbidden. They are being paid by a woman who had created problems within Feather's life for some time. Only now knowing that Feather lives with two others she's paying this group to perform spells on the rest of us.
As if I couldn't be more paranoid from hearing that my EX is moving closer to my area with her fiancee.
Yes I found out... she's marrying the a*****e that hates gays. He's Christian, she's a jew. He proposed March 18th. She was still trying to keep me then, but why? Why go to all that trouble when you've been proposed to and accepted?
I received an e-mail from someone who dumped me two years ago. Wanting to get back together. No! Leave me alone.
They wish for my happiness. I have it, now bugger off. Get a life instead of constantly bothering mine.

What is wrong with these people? I don't see myself as anywhere near perfect, never mind any one you want to keep or go back to. Am I a magnet to these things? I just want Fu-kun. No one else. Just me and him and our goals to become who we wish to be. *rubs eyes*
I'm tired of thinking about it. I'm going to meditate. Oh yes, something I've taken a liking to as of late.
Speaking to Futil calms all of my angry nerves but when he's gone they rise, so I light a stick of Raspberry Rose and a stick of Strawberry incense and meditate. I will do this before I sleep as well. To calm my nerves.

G'night people!





 
 
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