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Ripped out still beating
fluttering in a panic
where are you now my love where?
My heaven, my hell, my love.

So long we looked at each other, looked and barely talked
the snatched squeezes
and closeness of cuddles
ripped out my heart still beating

You turned and walked away from me
never once looked behind
i stood on the hill and looked at you
my eyes drowning my vision

Turning away the cascaded came
flowing down my cheeks
unspoken pain and longing for you
My love my love one glance

all i need is one look
a backward glance of longing
one glance from you to feel my pain
to share in this one thing I feel

I didn't mean to fall in love
not with you just yet
I thought I belonged to someone else
oh robert how can i tell you?

If I could call you rob i would
to explain this situation
I'm sorry I loved you I really did
but i wasn't getting all of you.

I can't share you with cageyness
I can't share you with mis-trust
I don't want that it can't work
you and me, or me and him.

I've made my choice through my heart
i love him so much it hurts
You seem to have forgotten me
And so, my love, it ends right here with regrets.

xxx