Here we go again. Another spiral eh? Thanks life for being such a pain in my a**. Why is it so damn hard for you to give me a break? I hate looking at the same thing every day, and the poor picture quality. Things are fuzzy all over the place, and i dont know where im going. What lies in wait for me? I have a feeling its nothing good. I broke down last night, crying for way over an hour. I dont know what i would do if i didnt have my comfort object with me every night. Though i should have let it go so long ago, i can bring myself to leave it. If i get rid of that, who will i cry to at night? Who will i be able to squeeze and hug for comfort? I cant take being alone. I cant face that reality yet.
As a final note: Ive been pushing myself away from a few old habitual activities. We'll call it punishment, for lack of a better term.
As a final note: Ive been pushing myself away from a few old habitual activities. We'll call it punishment, for lack of a better term.
