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I'm gonna try somethings to see if It'll help my depression out. No I'm not going gay. Think of this avi is my secretary so "The Vintage Zero" Could take a break. Just talk to her as if she were me, and she'll relay everything to me. The VIntage Zero has to make a few changes, starting tommorow (and I don't mind having a hot a** secretary. who knows, maybe she can be in my story, or help shape out another charcters personaility)

What should I name my Secretary. I'm open to names.
Her age is about 28-24
She's serious, but also extreemly helpful and carring.

Day one of work. Vintage seems to be dreaming more of someone else, than the mystery girl. No, it's not the two contained and banished files, but there is a fire wall surrounding her. He's confused about this, but he know's ultimatley there's a complete "no way" lable on her. She has already said no.

Day two of work. Vintage is trying to figure out what is real and what isn't. He isn't sure about certain feelings. Also, he's deeply confused about himself. There's a cycle of rising and falling motavation. Also, I'm going to list major complexes I've discovered in him.

1. reason/ dispare conflict. He feels hopeless, yet he knows for a fact he's not.

2. Inferiority Complex. Constantly puts people above himself on importance. Constanly rates people at a higher status than himself.

3. Master/slave complex. Constantly searches for someone to be his master. This closley ties in with the inferiority conplex. Always wants to do something for someone. When he's not doing something for someone, his mind idles.

Also from the help of the Kristin Dunst, he realizes yet another problem.