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Do you?
Do you remember way back when
when everything was perfect then
I doubt it
Do you remember that special day
when you said all those beautiful things
Again, I doubt it.
Everything seems to distorted
so disillusioned
it can't be real
it just can't be real
Oh but it is.
Fighting with every piece of moral fiber
not to cut along the dotted line
But you must.
Sitting alone wondering why
what have I done to deserve all of this
can't it just go away
It will never leave.
Take me back to the day we first met
maybe I could erase it
I wish it was possible.
Truth, lies, and emotional abuse
those three things do not belong
but why did I mix them
Yes, why did you mix them?
Give me another chance
make the pain stop
Even if you did, could you go back?
I don't want to be alone
especially today
But you are, face the fact.
I don't want to see hugging, kissing, or affection
it burns inside to the point where I want to lash out
Don't you dare, do it to yourself.
I just want to cut along the dotted line
Cut right down to the bone.
Make it bleed
its there to show that you're alive
Is it really, or am I dreaming?
I want to cry bot not tears come
dry sobs and coughs are all I am greeted with
Make it bleed, tears will come.
I don't want to be alone today
anything but today
I dont want to be reminded of all the good times
But you are, face the fact.
please take me away
possess me, frighten me, anything but leaving me alone
You're a burden, no one wants you.
Just get me out of here.
I can't deal
You must.
I must cut along the dotted line.
maybe then it will be alright
Good, go it will be alright.
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