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hihi! the weather is really nice right now. i went outside and tanned for an hour. my bro seems really mad at me. lately he hasn't been talking to me, but he told me today to not talk about him and his girlfriend to my friend, who is his girlfriends little sister, and he said what i said made everyone upset. so i felt bad about that and told him i really didn't mean to hurt anyone. he just went out for a walk without saying a thing to me. so now I'm not gonna talk about their relationship anymore to any of my friends, cause it's his last year here and i don't wanna ruin our relationship. i also think he just wants to get out of here, he's sick of NJ. he got accepted into BU and it's about 2 months before graduation and he's probably suffering "i have to study for all these ridiculously hard tests! gr! what's the point?! i already got accepted into BU so i don't have to do this stuff! I just want to get out of here! but i could lose my scholarship if i don't do well!" and he also has a big graduation party coming up. and he's also worried about his relationship with his girl friend cause she's staying here and he's going to BU. sigh. confusing teenage stuff. l8er!