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What exactly represents and is me?
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Is it my physical appearance, or the essence that allows my body to

move, my mind to think, my eyes to see, my ears to hear, my mouth to

speak and taste?

When the light in my eyes if there is one fades what will become of this

being that I call me?

Will I still exist in a different form and still have an awareness of myself

and the questions the me of now is asking?

Or maybe its a combination of all of these things I dont know the

answer.

But I have a deep desire to know and a feeling just as deep that maybe

I already know.

What foolishness this may seem to some people me questioning

whether or not that I exist or what makes up my existence im sure

someones already thinking "youre here talking and thinking stupid things

like this so obviously you must exist and you are what make up yourself"

but its not that easy for me I want to know every part of myself that

there is.

And im sure even more people are thinking "who else knows you better

than you?" well youd be suprised it takes awhile to get to know

someone completely and even then theres still more you can learn

and it takes even longer to get to know yourself.

Now im just rambling i guess but thats what my mind is on now and I

felt the urge to put it here maybe someone out there can offer me an

answer.

Well i guess thats all I can put in this entry thank you for reading and

listening to what may be the ramblings of someone who has lost their

mind which may be the case but im getting ahead of myself Ill leave

that for another time if I get the urge to put it up again but who knows

why or when these urges will come...good bye maybe if i dont exist

somewhere else at least I exist here and can stay in this world of such

interesting things...





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