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It's hard enough to give birth, any mother will tell you that. But it's so much harder when you give birth knowing the child is going to be dead, and then to see that child and know that you'll never get to hold her. I always thought giving birth would be one of the happiest days of my life, but my daughter, Amilya was born dead, and so it turned into one of the saddest days of my life. I've had support from some pretty wonderful people, but I've also been laughed at by people who think it's not worth mourning because "she never took a breath" ......actual words from someone who didn't think that a child should be mourned unless you made it to a nursery. She died because of a genetic abnormality called Trisomy 18, and I know that she wouldn't have lived long even if she had been born alive, but it still hurts, that's still my daughter. I wish things could be different, I wish I had her back, and I wish something would give me hope, but lately everytime I get a little hope, it's crushed. I wish I knew how to deal.
 heratyc · Sat May 24, 2008 @ 08:07am · 0 Comments |
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Not as happy as I was on my last post, due to some bad judgement, all the money for my license is gone. However, I got a better job, so I'm making money again, which should be nice very soon...as soon as I have enough to take the test that is. In other news, my life is probably going to be taking a very decided turn for the better very soon, but no details here, if you want to know you have to go directly to the source ninja
Everything else worth talking about is in other journals, how many do I have? I have no idea. How many do I use? Two. Yeah, sad isn't it, well, it could be better, it could be worse, but right now, it's just boring.
Goddess bless, I'm out of here.
heratyc · Thu Feb 08, 2007 @ 09:20am · 0 Comments |
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I am, as of today, the proud owner of of my very own guild. This comes on a wonderful day, as today is the day that my actual bank account, as in, the one that my paycheck goes to, reached it's high point, and I now have enough money to get my license.
So, to make a long story short, today I reached a real-life goal, as well as a not so real-life one, happy bank and a guild, I'm in a very good mood today.....very good indeed 4laugh
heratyc · Sat Oct 21, 2006 @ 04:12am · 0 Comments |
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I should really keep up better with this journal, but now that I have another job, my limited time will be further limited and I will be sucked into a seething black abys of bordom and paperwork.
Pity me, pray for me, or give me a cookie.
heratyc · Mon Oct 16, 2006 @ 06:55am · 0 Comments |
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I love mules heart , I don't know what else I can say, if not for my lovely mules, I'd be half naked, and that would not be seemly.
I still don't like liars, but because I love my mules so darn much, I'll forget that people are assholes. pirate
heratyc · Mon Sep 18, 2006 @ 04:08am · 0 Comments |
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I have recently joined to ranks of the employed. I am making (get ready to cry for me) $2.50 an hour. Yes, that's right, I'm making below minimum wage, why is that you may ask? Well, I'm a waitress whee I find myself wanting to leave huge tips at resteraunts and I actually cought myself grabbing a pitcher to take water to someone IN MY HOUSE! Yeah, that stopped real quick, already I have learned to seperate work from home, after I'm off the clock, I don't bring anything I don't take anything away and should anyone ask me to "take this back in there and fix it" I may very well hurt them. But I like my job, it's fun to me for whatever reason and I find myself highly amused by a few things I've learned. I shall leave you with a few rules of dining out.
1) Be nice to the person with your food, I won't do anything to it, but there are others that aren't as nice as me.
2) Trust me, someone who has been running back and forth trying to get your food, the food of the person next to you and the food of the person the next table down is going to forget something, if it's just your fork, be happy, sometimes they are prone to forgetting food.
3) Tip well, especially if you're a regular, people remember regulars and if they know you tipped them well last time, they may just remember what you like and have it put into the kitchen faster.
4) Don't expect the server to read your mind, if you want something done a certain way, tell them, otherwise they don't know, most servers aren't telepaths.
5) If the server is holding a plate with something that resembles a pot holder, and if they tell you the plate is hot, then you may safely assume that the plate is hot, so for the love of all that is good and holy, DON'T GRAB IT!
6) This just needs to be said more than once, Be nice to the person who brings you your food, I won't do anything to a customer's food, but most people aren't that nice.
And that, boys and girls, is that, enjoy 4laugh
heratyc · Sun Aug 27, 2006 @ 02:04am · 0 Comments |
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You know what I hate, I hate when people get to the point that if a person isn't of use to them, then they want nothing to do with them. I hate that people can be so petty and childish. I also hate when they mistreat people based on some assinine logic that says that they are better people than the ones they hurt. I would like to point out that they are wrong and that they will live bitter, lonely lives with no real friends because after anyone gets to know them, they will run the other way, and fast because no one likes to pissed on. domokun
Ok, now that I've ranted and let it all out, I will leave you with the imortal words of Eric Cartman "Screw you guys, I'm going home" dramallama
heratyc · Fri Aug 18, 2006 @ 03:44am · 0 Comments |
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I got a phone call today from a man who said that if I didn't give him my checking account number that I would be sued. My response was to freak out, call someone who could give advice and avoid talking on the phone. Here's the thing, threatening me to scare my accound number out of me is illegal. Just thought I'd pass that on and encourage anyone who reads this to NEVER give information out over the phone as it is usually just going to come back and bite you in the a**. To the people who tried to get my account info I say domokun and rot there too. evil
heratyc · Tue Aug 15, 2006 @ 02:47am · 0 Comments |
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