How do u delete something from ur life that u crave in it so much? Time has a way in destroying everything that was once there, no comforting, not now maybe never again. I can't cry like a b***h about what im losing anymore. ive lost it before, and i kno the pain already but y am i still there? it's like my drug i suppose without it my world doesn't seem complete but being with it seems to rip my heart into little pieces because i seems what i feel doesn't matter, that i don't matter anymore. i'm being forgotten again. Crying doesn't fix it, my numbing heart will learn soon enough again what it's purpose truly is. Concentrate on Work, don't open ur heart anymore, u'll keep getting hurt..... As once said in Coldplay's song Violet Hill "If you love won't you let me kno?" probably not." I just want to be a soldier and if you love me why did you let me go?" Also Kim Wilde - You Keep Me Hangin' On "cause you don't really love (need) me, you just keep me hanging on."
 Blue_Blood_Masquerade · Sun May 30, 2010 @ 01:25am · 0 Comments |
