Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

I have some time now...nobody's home so yeah...

so i was talking to one of my friends yesterday (yu kno who u r) and mom said that wasn't the best choice or whatever, and its really none of her ******** buisness, and then she was accusing me of cheating on my BF WHICH I WOULD NEVER EVER DO EVER EVER and all of you know that! i dont have the goddamn guts to do it even if i WANTED to! which i DONT! TT.TT

so yeah...no forms of communications other than writing letters or telepathy...which isnt my best forms of communications...

so yeah...ive gone and ******** everything up, AGAIN...as usual...TT.TT

ray, ive ruined it. i've ruined it all. mom says you cant come for new years. im so, so, deeply, truly sorry. if you never want to talk to me again, i will understand. if you want to pretend i never even existed, i understand that too. what i won't get is you forgiving me for this TT.TT

~sam