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if i cut out my heart
and deliver it to you on a ******** silver plater
do you think that she'd accept it?
her love is slowly killing me my
wrists cut is this what you ******** want?
do you think that if i died
it would make your life easier
would it make you feel better?
cause thats all that ******** matters.

This razor cuts throw my Flesh like the empty space in my heart,
once filled with your love.
Your love meant the ******** world to me.
The night you threw me away
That night I decided I no longer wanted to stay.
I cant live with out you.
I cant live knowing I lost you again.
When I close my eyes
Your all I see.
You are all I dream about at night.
You were once my ******** light in the dark.
But you have dimmed
So now I lay here dying on the floor.
Shoving This ******** Razor into my wrist.
I ******** loved you why did you do this to me?
And just know you are my dying valentine.
The memory of you fades from my thoughts
As Reality slips
I lose my ******** grip
The razor falls to the ground
I fall to my knees
And with my one last Breathe I whisper…
I whisper I still ******** love you.
My life fades away
Scrawled out on the floor
I die and just think
This was all because
You’re a ******** whore.

Signing my wrist with a ******** razor kiss,
The day she said yes my life was filled with such bliss
but just as fast as it came you threw me away
why why my love why wouldn’t you stay?
Signing wrist i cut
i cut so deep and let the blood seep
A gun puts a bullet through this empty head
to show you that i'd end up dead if you love ever stopped
DEAD
******** DEAD!
MAYBE NOW I WILL ******** SLEEP!
I am soon to be ******** dead.
i hate this so please...
please come back to me.

I Take the razor
take my wrists
cut them deep
i lie on your bed
and fall asleep
all i can think about is our last we kissed
and how you made me weep
i start to get pissed
i can still feel your lips against mine
i start to cry
i start to whine
i just want to die
i cut deep
i did it all for you,
you said you didn’t care so
im here in your room
on you bed i drank your beer
i took you pills
i hope it kills
I wither and die lying on your floor
a pool of crimson red stains your room
you walk through the door
you see me you cry
you see a note beside me
"Hey kid thanks for the venom"
I bled
now im dead
thanks for the venom
because of you now I’m dead

i loved you
you said
you loved me
all lies
you broke me
i said i was going to break you
it was a lie
i loved you
but that is just a faded memory
the 4 simple words "i cant take it"
crack my ribs
and break my bones
try to mend this broken heart
and this bloody nose
we were just another trend
now i lie in bed staring at the ceiling
with thoughts of you in my head your voice ringing im my ears
i lie there and i cry
hoping i would just die
so why wont i why wont i die
just let me die
just take the razor blade
take my wrist tare them apart
put em together
cut them deep
hope 2 die
hope you don’t have to cry
i loved you
why Hun
why did you have to lie
why do i still cry
i love you even though u lied
your still my everything
even though to you i'm nothing