I had hope....big hope...to see my cousins again....and hang out like we used to hang out...but unfortuanetly plans been cancled....i was hoping and was....for the first time...happy...and i thought nothing would ruin it....but i guess i was wrong...i cant see them again....and now my heart crumbled....When i heard i was able to see my cousin again...i was so happy that i almost cried tears of joy...i just couldnt wait....at all....then my one of them texted my mom and said that her mom wouldn't let anybody leave the house...not even to see us...and then my mom told me...
I was so upset that i cried hard...i was so heartbroken...and i still am....i just culdn't believe my ears of wut i heard...i just burst into tears...i guess i have to keep dreaming and hoping... emo
