I'm having one of those weekends where for some odd reason I feel sad alot of the time... = That's really weird for me cause I'm usually happy. Oh well. It just seems like alot of my friends are drifting away from me... quite a few things have been bothering me lately. I mean... how can you tell when you're truly good at something? Isn't that an opinion... lately I feel like I suck at everything. I feel busy a lot of the time too. = Even though I'm not doing anything... Just thinking about stuff makes me feel busy. Sometimes I wonder if I'm really sad or I'm just looking for attention... strange isn't it? You think I'd know since it is me that's feeling this way. I'm a really contradicting person. It's funny because like... for example how I said I feel like I'm drifting away from my friends it's not like I'm trying to be closer to them or anything... I'm not putting in any effort. So why should I be close to anyone? There are even a few of my friends that I don't want to be closer too... mostly because they annoy me or whatever. No one's gonna even read this either, will they? Oh well I feel like talking. I don't really care that this is long. I really don't like the real world. Sometimes it makes me feel sick the things that some people do. I guess that's why I love video games so much. heart
If anyone is reading this I'd like to take this opportunity to say thank you to all my friends who make my life more enjoyable and make me smile everyday. I wouldn't trade any of you for anything. =) ...But does anyone wanna gimme money? Ahah, just kidding. I'm weird. I started writing this feeling sorry for myself and now I'm just laughing at stupid things. XD
 Trin-rin · Sun Feb 11, 2007 @ 11:10pm · 1 Comments |
