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Today was not a first but the first here.
Life is pain,
when i was born...pain,
When i was young...pain,
when i was trying too grow up....pain,
when i was in highschool....pain,
when i stayed...pain,
when i left....pain,
when i was an adult...pain,
before there was anything...pain,
after there was nothing left...pain,
around everyone else....pain,
all by myself....pain,
when loved ones were lost...pain,
when there were ones left behind...pain,
when there should be joy...pain,
in the middle of the night...pain,
where love is found...pain,
when love grows more...pain,
if i speak aloud...pain,
when i lower my head...pain,
if i shut my eyes...pain,
when i think my thoughts....pain,
when i shed my tears...pain,
when i breath in deep...pain,
when i fall asleep and dream...pain,
when i wake up...pain,
when i walk around...pain,


But
when i breathe no more..................peace