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I'm confused. confused About two months ago me and my so far best boyfriend broke up. I was sad, but mostly because I was afraid things would go back to normal and he wouldn't pay any attention to me. crying I was, of course, right. stare I can't tell if he only ignores me because he's afraid I'll bring up the past or something, plus I noticed, he has dated every girl in school, that every girlfriend of the past is kind of a joke to him, like he uses his old girlfried's flaws to flirt with other girls... mad I don't really care about myself, talk2hand but he still should hold his fat tongue! blaugh Plus, I still actually want to hang out with him because he's fun and a good friend. However, he is too busy trying to impress other girls by laughing at me, and kicking me in the a** when I'm walking in front of him. I'm considering hitting him and telling him he is a moron for thinking that he's gonna get away with that forever, because some girl is gonna kick his a** for it one day. Not me, but some girl. xp Anyways, just a warning if he's reading this, which, he isn't, STOP BEING A ******** RETARD YOU SPAZ! scream lol. I love that word. SPAZ. On a better note... Uh... lemme think of a better note... Oh yeah, there is this totally hot dude at my church who likes me back! lol my love life kinda rocks sometimes. blaugh