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Just thought might update my collection of fabulous pictures by adding some of my newer more fabulous piccies! razz


^Idea for my manga

^Dragon! domokun

^Princess Ai

I WOULD put them in the art arena, but it doesnt like ME! evil

Here be the quiz... do it or die!!!! domokun
[1] I committed suicide:
[2] I said I liked you:
[3] I kissed you:
[4] I lived next door to you:
[5] I was hospitalized:
[6] I ran away from home:

What do you think about my...

[1] Personality:
[2] Eyes:
[3] Hair:
[4] Clothes:

Other...

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Emotionally, what stands out?
[13] Do you wish I was cooler?
[14] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[15] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[16] Am I loveable?
[17] How long have you known me?
[18] Describe me in one word.
[19] What was your first impression?
[20] Do you still think that way about me now?
[21] What do you think my weakness is?
[22] Do you think I'll get married?
[23] What about me makes you happy?
[24] What about me makes you sad?
[25] What reminds you of me?
[26] What's something you would change about me?
[27] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[28] Do you think I would kill someone?
[29] Are we close?

Now, in this one, place an 'x' in all the boxes which apply to you.

Example.
[] would you call me bubbles. This is like a no.
[x] would you call me bubbles This is like a yes.


WOULD YOU EVER....

[] give me your number?
[] kiss me?
[] let me kiss you?
[] watch a movie with me?
[] take me out to dinner?
[] drive me somewhere
[] cut some rug with me? huh?
[] take a shower with me?
[] be my bf/gf?
[] have a fling with me?
[] buy me a drink?
[] take me home for the night?
[] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
[] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[] give me a piggyback ride? i ish weak
[] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere


D0 Y0U...
[] think im cute?
[] want to kiss me?
[] want to cuddle wit me?
[] want to hook up with me?


ARE WE...
[] aquintences?
[] friends?
[] in a relationship?
[] gonna have kids?


AM i...
[] smart?
[] cute?
[] funny?
[] cool?

HAVE Y0U EVER...
[] thought about me?
[] thought there might be an "us"?
[] thought about hookin up with me?
[] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[] wished i were there?


ARE Y0U...
[] done with this survey?
[] happy you know me?
[] mad at me?
[] thinkin bout me?
[] going to repost this so that i will return the favor?

You know you love me really! 3nodding

I have deprived you for too long!!!
Here be some of my new stuff!!!! domokun

Hidden desires

Unwanted feelings fill my broken heart,
My head a mess of questions with no answers.
How can I know that this is real?
Not just made up to please my shattered soul?

I must hide them,
From the world.
From my friends.
From the one my desires reflect.

Hidden desires filling my mind.
Haunting my every waking moment.
Stalking my every dream.

How can I be so sure?
So scared of being hurt,
Or hurting my desired.

Crowds of broken hearted

This can not be.
How can I even think it?
Complicating an already dangerous situation.
My heart is the betrayer.
Treason in the highest.
Forgetting my place,
Among the crowds of broken hearted.

How could I dare cross the line?
Thinking of what I can not have.
Shattering my own selfish hopes.
I fall back into line.
Crushed again by harsh reality.
Back to darkness.
Among the crowds of broken hearted

I will eb questing for the rest of my life! xd
So many things I want... so little gold! XD

Here's some more poetry.

They say

They,
They say I'll be alright.
Them,
Them with their snug lives.
I,
I don't think that anymore.


You

Your too wrapped up in your own depression.
You don't care about other's feelings.
I don't need you anymore.
I don't want you anymore.

I hate you, I love you

I love you.
You do not see my pain.
Your ignorance clouds your eyes.
You do not see my tears.
Because I make them fall on the inside.
Your oblivious to other's pain.
Just interested in your own.
You have none.
I hate you.

Thats it.
I can't take it anymore!
I won't allow it to happen anymore.
Amy if you read this then you'll know what I've been keeping locked up. What I've tried to stop.
I hate you.
You said in PE that you’re fed up of caring and having it frown back in your face. Well guess what. That’s exactly how you make me feel.
I tired to help you when you felt down and what do you do, you go out with the man I love and ask him to finger you!
Well thanks.
You say you’re sorry for how you make me feel. If you were truly sorry you wouldn’t have done it in the first place.
You blamed lizzie for telling me. Why? Did you really think you could keep it hidden from me forever? I would have found out eventually. You could at least have told me yourself. But noooooooo!
Well guess what.
I don’t care anymore.
Screw you.
You’ve made me so depressed. You think you’re depressed? You have no reason to be that way! You’ve never felt the way I feel. You’ve never felt such heart break that it feels like your heart will just stop. That every moment of every day you are crying on the inside. Everyday you hate your best friend, because of what she has done.
No matter how much you cry or how much you blame it on other people. It’s no one’s fault but you.
And so I’ve stopped caring. All those days I’ve felt concerned for you. All those days I’ve tried to comfort you.
Stop grabbing people’s attention with your lies and tears. You’ve never felt pain like I have.

The lesson to be learnt from this is never trust anyone…. They’ll always let you down.

There they go again... bombing us.
Like that is gonna help.
Stop bombing the normal people who hate tony blair and didn't want to go to iraq. Kill blair!
He did it!
It's his fault!
not us..... unless they are the people who voted for him.... then kill them! XD
So stop taking it out on the normal people.
We just hangin. Minding our own business. Having fun on the tube!
so leave us be! whee

The lesson here is never trust the politicains. Especially tony blair and bush!
.... kill them all! blaugh

Okay.
Iknow you've probably ******** fed up with my constant moanign and depressive s**t..... but i don't care! xd

Yesterday I felt really s**t.
I really wanted to cry. It didn't really help that I kept listening to three days grace and static x (one of chris' favourite bands).
But I couldn't. All I wanted to do was let it all out. But I couldn't.
It was so frustrating. I started thinking about self harm. But I talked myself out of it.
It's not like Im gonna get over chris by cutting myself to shreds! xd

Anyway the moral is life sucks.... deal with it!