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Thank you very much Atali for this great avi art.
heart heart heart heart heart heart
meowmistress · Fri Sep 01, 2006 @ 10:44pm · 1 Comments |
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![User Image](https://img.photobucket.com/albums/v641/meowmistress/Han_El.png)
Of Han_El. Yesh. ^^
meowmistress · Thu Jul 20, 2006 @ 07:24am · 0 Comments |
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Sorry I Haven't Posted Something In So Long!! |
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Oh, the almighty muffin, I'VE FINISHED!!! |
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Well, I've been working on my entry for the Rising Stars of Manga Contest and I've finally finished!! (I'm supposed to be writing this in DevArt, btw, but it's not coming up so Gaia's my substitute.) Any-freakin'-way, Yes!!! I completed all 20 of those @#$% pages that were hard work but I did it!! =^.^= Now I need to send them off and good timing, the dead line is Jan 13, so I'm glad I finished!!! (I wish I could give you a sample of this holy beheld (Half the time I wanted to rip it up!) work but I'm afraid the rules say I can't publicly display my comic, gomen!! Thanx to all my internet buddies on Gaia and Deviant Art, both, for supporting me and giving me confidence!! Oh! I hope I win!! Arigato!
meowmistress · Fri Dec 30, 2005 @ 05:05am · 0 Comments |
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![User Image](https://img.photobucket.com/albums/v641/meowmistress/Rayemeanie.jpg) Viewer beware. . . or something. ![User Image](https://img.photobucket.com/albums/v641/meowmistress/Serenayelling.jpg)
Yes, Here are my Random Rambles, oops called it Spouts, ahem, anyway. . .
THINGS TO DO: 1. draw more, I never seem to do enough 2. write more, that's very true 3. eat less, food is so good but. . . 4. maybe pick up more athletic stuff. . . 5. finish that darn comic (Which one are you asking?? AH!) 6. Moo! moo!
THINGS I NEED TO DO EVENTUALLY: 1. confess my undying love 2. smack him in the head for being so dense 3. smack Kalie in the head for being so great to me (Wait. . .) 4. smack other people around 5. I wanna get the stirling scholar in art soooo bad! 6. Eat less (again.)
THINGS THAT BOTHER MEH: 1. When nobody understands you. . . 2. weird kids that ask someone to homecoming the second day of school. 3. . . .and talk to you even if you dead-right ignoring them 4. people that stalk you 5. people that obsess over you (when it get's to be creepy. . .) 6. hypocritical poser friends 7. big headed jocks that think they're better than everyone 8. Britters, ha ha, just kidding!! I love u Britney!! 9. when I do stuff I regret 10. friends that are so childish and have no respect for you. *points*
THINGS I AM PROUD OF: 1. uhhh. . . one. . . uh 2. let's see. . . hrm. . . there was this contest. . . 3. my grades???? 4. Yay! I smacked Alex in the head! 5. And then smacked Nicole! (That's uh. . . great kenna. . .) 6. My artish and writish I guess. . .
This has been one of Kenna's randomness!!!:glomp:
Why does life have to be one way for another and someone else has it 10 times better? Since the very beginning of my years in school, I knew at some level that I have a social anxiety disorder. I blame my parents, I blame my friends, I blame the things I went through, the things I wish I could go back and change. To be so distant causes the people I care most about also to be distant. But I can't help it! Believe me! To walk through the halls with a sea of a thousand faces and to feel so alone. . . Like there's no one there for me, no where to belong, no one to love. For we tend to push away the people that mean the most, don't we? And I know my social anxiety, it's always been there, the fear that continues to come back and never goes away. The world is as cold as ice. It will always be that way, no matter how our view of the world changes. . . But perhaps all it is, is just a mask of ice over my face, and I can't see clearly. But even if life does feel okay, the anxiety never quite leaves. It haunts me. It's a deadlock too hard to break out of. And no one understands this. They wonder why am I so quiet, why I like to be left alone. It's a release from the social breakdowns I hate to endure. Can't someone help me? Who do I have to be? What can I do? Never in my life have a felt pain more greatly.
Some one, please. . . can't you hear me?
meowmistress · Mon Oct 03, 2005 @ 10:39pm · 6 Comments |
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Well I decided to start my avi art again, (And thank you, Kalie, for inspiring meh once again!!! Now I'm rich!! $_$ Yesh!!!) So I will probably post those pictures in here some time. (Yeah. . . Great now I have to do them!!!) In other news *Say like a news reporter* No one asked me to Homecoming. . . People suck, yup. And it's kinda too late, I wouldn't be able to get a dress in time!!! So. . . yup. -__-
meowmistress · Wed Sep 21, 2005 @ 01:49am · 0 Comments |
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