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Alrighty, I have been waiting to post this entry, But I had to talk to a friend about it first. Someone new just stepped into the picture that I call my love life.
Okay, so. His name is Alex. Me and my friend, Jodi were friends with him last year, but he's a year younger so we didnt go to the same school this year. So I havent seen him in a while. But anyways, me and Jodi first wanted to be his friend because he looked very simalar to my ex, Adam. [who I was dating at the time] And we were kinda like HAHA OMG LOL LETS GO LAUGH AT THAT GUY WHO KNEW TWO PEOPLE WERE STUPID ENOUGH TO HAVE THAT BAD OF STYLE And yeah. So we "stalked him" [Dont even ask lmao] [We didnt REALLY stalk him btw] AND then in the end we became friends. We hung out all the time, and he was nice and stuff, so I gave him my msn and Jodi gave him hers and later, he asked Jodi if she wanted to go out with him. But Jodi was dating someone at the time, so she said no. And then he was like "oh okay. Well is Katey seeing anyone?" And she was like "....Yeah... remember we became friends with you because you look like her boyfriend" So he was like "Oh yeah. Im sorry Im just really desperate for a girlfriend" And me and Jodi were both like... neutral okay then. So yeah, thats when we started going to different schools, and we didnt talk for like a year because Adam took him off my msn because he didnt like that I was "stalking" him and whatnot. He was basically just upset with everything that I was doing, so did things out of spite. But anyways. So I re-added him like a month ago to msn, and we were like omgsssh, so we should hang out. And thats when we were in school, and he was planning to come to our school and just chill with us for a couple hours because we were just hanging outside anyways. But of course, he didnt show up. So me and Jodi planned to go to his school, and we were just supposed to suprize him and stuff. However, we never acctually did it... It was this whole big thing that I dont feel like explaining because its irrelavent. So anyways, he's still all like WTF let's hang out! So EVENTUALLY, we made plans to go to the beach. I was like "Okay, me and Jodi can go" But then Jodi ended up taking her boyfriend Josh with her. So Alex was all quiet and stuff, and it kinda seperated to Jodi + Josh and Me + Alex. And then me and Alex rode bikes home together after. Kay, then a couple days later, he was like WE SHOULD HANG OUT AGAIN! And I was like OKAY! And then we were like "Okay, so lets go to the beach tomorrow" And we made those plans. THEN, he was like "Hey, I should bring some "rootbeer" wink And Im like... "with alcohol? No thanks." And hes like "Awww, comeon, I wanna get drunk with you!!" And I kept saying no, no, NO!! because I dont drink or anything. But in the end he decided not to get drunk because 1. He would act like a retard 2. He would be flirting with me 3. We were taking his dirtbike and he cant drive when hes drunk obviously. So the next day, he comes and picks me up on his dirtbike, so I was holding on to him for like half hour And then we got to the beach and we just hung out in the sun and stuff for a bit, and then we went into the water. He was like... all flirty and stuff, Like splashing me and things. And then we swam around for a bit, and then we went back to shore and dried off. OKAY, and this is where it kinda gets to be like eek Okay, so I was laying face up on my towel, and he was laying face down on his And he kept inching closer to me Until he was all on my towel.... And my towel was like a foot wide. So ... it was like ... holy crap. He's on top of me. And I tried to text Jodi... but he was on top of me! So I pretended that I was texting something else to her, not about the situation. So I was like omgomgomg. I have to get up right now. Then I did... and I went into the water and then he came in a tackled me down Grabbing me around the waist and pulling me and everything. So I was like ummm... maybe going in wasnt the BEST idea... I stayed in the water for a bit.... just swimming around by myself, and so eventually I got out and went and layed on the towels... And then of course it happened again, him basically ontop of me, but he was kinda trying to make a move... like laughing and then moving his face really close to mine So I got up and shook off my towel and went back down. then a few minutes later, we left. Of course, I had to hold him all the way back, which was... Hmm. I dont even know. But that was that.
Okay, its not the end! Close though. Okay, so then the next day he changed his facebook status to "Alex HATES LIFE!!!" And I was like Omg!! Alex, why do you hate life? And he was like, "I can't tell you. ESPECIALLY you." So I was like "Wtf! Why not?? I want to know !! sad " And he just kept saying "nooo, I can't tell you..." And then I was like "Okay, will you tell me eventually?" He said "Yes. But it has to be in person. I refuse to say it on msn" So I was like "Ummm... okay...." And then I realized that it has to be him... asking me out or something!! :S
The worst part is... I have absolutely no feelings for him :/ So I basically have four choices: 1. Reject him 2. Lie to him 3. Date him, even though I dont really want to 4. Never talk to him again. I dont want to do any of them!! *SIGH* So... does anyone know what to do? Jodi didnt help me at all! She was basically like... Suck it up and date him! Hes kinda cute. And I was like neutral I waited like a week for you to tell me that?
Anyways. I'm done talking. Its not like anyone is going to read this and respond, So I'll just leave it at that.
Unbelievable Truth · Thu Jul 24, 2008 @ 07:29am · 3 Comments |
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