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Her side of a Relationship!
I've learned in my lifetime so far, that you can't help who you fall for & no matter how hard you try or how much it hurts you, every day you just wanna be with them or talk to them. You never stop trying to make them happy by the little things you say or do cause that's what makes your life worth going on for.

life is about trusting your feelings & taking chances,
losing & finding happiness,
appreciating the memories & learning from the past
& realizing that people always change

The greatest challenge in life is to
find someone who knows all of your
flaws, differences, & mistakes,
and yet still sees the best in you.

take chances, take a lot of them.
because honestly, no matter where you end up
and with who, it always ends up how it should.
your mistakes make you who you are.
you learn and grow with the choices you make.
everything is worth it. say how you feel.
always be you, and be okay with it.

never say no when you mean yes.
you never know if it's your last chance.

life is all about risks, it requires you to jump.
don't be a person who has to look back
and wonder what they would have or
they could have had. no one waits forever.

sometimes we take for granted the people in our lives that
mean so much, we finally realize that it can be too late.
take advantage of every minute. have no regrets and never
forget the people that made you who you are now.

I..ve made mistakes in my life. I..ve let people take advantage of me, & I accepted way less that I deserve. But, I..ve learned from my bad choices & even though there are some things I can never get back & people who will never be sorry. I..ll know better next time & I won..t settle for anything less than I deserve.

Over the past year, I've learned so much about love and life. Even if I could, I wouldn't take back all the things I've done because they got me here, to this moment.

Everything happens for a reason.
People change so you learn to let go.
Things go wrong so you appreciate
when things happen to go right.
You hear lies so you learn
to trust no one but yourself
and good things fall apart so that
better things can fall into place

When you truly care for someone,
you don't look for faults. You don't look for answers.
You don't look for mistakes.
Instead, you fight the mistakes. You accept the faults
and you overlook excuses.
The measure of love is when you love without measure.
There are rare chances that you'll meet the person you love
and who loves you in return.
So once you have it, don't let it go.
The chance may never come your way again.

He's like a song that's stuck in my
head, you know? No matter how hard
itry to get rid of it, it's always there.
And even though i try out other songs
in my head, I know it won't work,
because in the end, i always
come back to that one tune.

i don't understand why god would ever let us meet if he knew there was no possible chance we could ever be together.

& it..s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It..s funny but stupid how you want everything & nothing at the same time. It..s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, & when you want to move on but you..re stuck right where you started. When feelings come & go & you can..t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don..t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away. It..s so hard to think back to how things used to be & look at it now & realize that things are different & they may never be the same. You tell yourself it..s not worth it, but if it really didn..t matter, you wouldn..t spend so much time thinking about it.

Throughout life you will meet one person who
is unlike any other. This person is the one you
could forever talk to. They understand you in a
way that no one else does or ever could. This
person is your soul mate and best friend.
Don't ever let him go .

He reached for her hand.
"I don't want to lose you."
His voice was almost in a whisper.
She could feel the tears again,
& she fought them back.
"But you don't want to keep me either, do you?"
To that, he had no response.

no matter what happens, im going to take it. if im
not happy, im going to fake it. ive been through
backstabbers, boys, and lies. and ive got a whole
list of bitches i despise. so if you've got my trust,
dont lose it. and if you've got my love, dont abuse it.

It's amazing the things you realize when you
lose someone. You get mad at yourself for not
saying the things you could've a million times,
you take for granted the days spent doing
nothing when you could have been with them..
Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives,
but we always wait until they're gone to say
the things we never had the courage to before

It only took a minute for us
to finally end it. I guess we'd
seen it coming for some time
And it only took one hour
to sit and talk it over
but it took us all night
long to say goodbye.

i just want you to know that
i've been fighting to let you go.
some days i make it through and
then there are nights that never end

I wonder how many times we..ll say
goodbye before we actually let go

Those nights you can't sleep
it might be because you're awake
in someone else's dreams.

I wanted to kiss him. But of course, I didn't.
I wonder why I resisted when in the past, I had always
followed mY impulse with not much thought of the consequences.
Maybe because it didn't feel like a game with him,
the way it had with so many others before.
Maybe because I had more to lose this time.

sometimes you can't stop people from walking away.
no matter how much that person
means to you, you can't stop them.
you know that you'll both be happier without each other.
but yet you can't help but cry

at some point you learn to accept the fact
that the people you wish wouldn't change,
do. goodbyes hurt, but only mean forever
if you let them, pictures never replace being
there && nothing lasts forever , but you also
learn to laugh until your stomach hurts. act
so crazy people think your high && live for
the days with your best friends ;; && just
having fun because life's too short to worry
about change.

She's the girl who's always
laughing her a** off with her friends.
You walk past her and you think,
"Wow she must really be over me."
But no, she's not over you,
she wants you, but you never gave her a shot.
She's not faking that smile.
She's happy, but with you,
she'd never stop smiling

If only you could see how she sees you through her eyes.
Honestly, you don't deserve her.
Not anymore.

Nobody understands how much I miss you,
I miss how much we used to talk,
& miss all the things we used to do.
I try not to admit it to myself that I still feel this way.
Nobody knows that I still wake up thinking of you each day.
I still think of you & I really do miss you.
I would give up everything I have
to be everything we're not.

Just when you
start to think
he doesn't like you.
He'll prove that he does
only because
he knows he can

It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen. But it's even harder to give up when it's all you ever wanted.

Love is living your own life, but sharing it. It's forgiveness. It's making a billion mistakes and turning them into learning experiences. Love is patience, optimism, and sometimes it's a kiss when there is nothing left to say Happiness comes in many forms. In the company of good friends, in the feelings you get when you make someone's dreams come true, when the promise of hope is renewed. It's okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.
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It's not like I'm not trying to move on with my life. I go out with other boys, but whenever another boy takes my hand, it doesn't fit right. There are gaps that only your hand can fill.

Where you are is where I want to be,
And through your eyes all the things
I want to see, And in the night you
are my dream, You're everything to me.

You're the smile on my face
that keeps on showing.
You're the one day to day that
keeps me going. You're the everlasting love
that keeps on growing. You're the
boy that has my heart without even knowing.

Though I was very much in lust
with him, I knew from the start
we were nothing like "forever."
Maybe because forever is
such a scary place.

And not long ago I gave up hope,
but you came along. You gave me
something I could hold on to.

I live for late nights driving around with
my best friends singing my heart out
to stupid pop music. I live for laughing
until I cry over inside jokes that nobody
else gets. I live for wrestling around with
people 10 times bigger than me, knowing
that they would never hurt me. I live for
late night conversations with people who
actually care. I live for doing nothing at
all with people that mean everything to me.
I live for being bored as hell with my best
friend on a party night, but having it be
okay because at least we're together. I
live for love and friendship. I live for the
things that I will always remember.

throughout your life, you're gonna be lied to,
you're gonna be used, and you'll be left out,
but you just have to be the bigger person about it,
and take it all one step at a time.

I could use a fresh beginning too. All of my regrets are nothing new.

Here's a boy who doesn't know what's in front of him;
and she's just a girl who never learned how to let go.

People are always trying
to comfort me by saying
"You did fine before you met him,
So you can live without him."
But that's just it, I really
didn't live until I met him.

The best thing about him is the fact that he's
not perfect. I mean, his socks don't always
match & his sweatshirt has a few holes in it.
he doesn't always know exactly the right thing
to say, but he tries his best anyways. He can't
really figure out love, but he's trying it out
with me. & even though he's not perfect,
I know he's perfect for me.

If you don't tell her how you feel,
she'll find some other guy who will
tell her all the things that she
wanted to hear from you.

I realize you just want to be friends
&& I understand that!
But please make me stop
from falling even harder

A friend is like a teddy bear
you hug it & cry to it when you are sad
you talk to it when you feel alone
& it doesn't matter what color, size, or condition its in
its there for you no matter what

I have a best friend . I don't listen to my parents. I feel like no one understands me. I talk on the phone & go online instead of doing homework. There's that one special guy who I'd die to be with. So yeah, basically I'm in love

You're her go to guy.
the one that she steals the hoodie from when she's cold.
the one that she lays her head on
when she's tired, and the one that she'll
never forget

She thinks back to an old memory,
she closes her eyes and smiles.
Just ask her if she thinks about him,
& she'll say, "yeah every once in a while."

She laughs a little and smiles a lot. Her friends make sure she stays okay. You walk by, and she doesn't even give you a second thought. She refuses to cry. She's getting used to you not being in her life… or at least it seems that way

Your first love. You know who I'm talking about cause I bet you read the words, "first love" && that one boy came into your mind. There's nothing like that first boy you were so afraid to lose, the one boy that you knew it was love, despite what other said. That one boy that changed your expectations && the one that you compare all the future boys in your life, cause deep down inside, you know that he was the one that set the standard for love.

Boy: what should I do?
Girl: just follow your heart.
Boy: what do you think my heart says?
Girl: I don't know… I'm not your heart
Boy: you're most of it

Find a guy who doesn't
care if you laugh loudly,
chew with your mouth open,
sing off key,
cry at the movies,
or act like an insane person…
& all it does is make him
love you even more

I think sometimes, you have to lose someone completely
before you can figure out what they really mean to you.

He doesn't give me those sparks.
Oh no…
He gives me the
whole firework show

I said I loved you and I meant it.
but maybe your definition of love
is a little different from mine

Who's really in love with you?
the popular girl who
says she loves you so much?
or the average girl
who watched you from day one
& would do anything to be with you

Its easy to believe someone
when they tell you exactly
what you want to hear

This is the story of my life
& I write it ever day.
And I hope you're by my side
when I write the last page.

"Women might be able to fake orgasms.
But men can fake a whole relationship."

What is cute? Cute is young and inexperienced. Cute,
is holding hands in the car, and kissing at the red lights.
What is sexy? Sexy is standing in the rain as you push
Me against the hood of your car, tearing my shirt, as you
Kiss me with the intent to never stop. What is passion?
Passion is knowing what you want and stopping at nothing
Until you get it. What is beautiful? Beautiful is all about
the inside of a person. Beauty can only be found in the heart.
What is love? Love is the amazing balance of all of these things.
In your mind, heart, body, and soul.

Once in a life mean's there's no second chance so I believe you and me should grab it while we can make it last forever and never give it back.

Tragedies happen, what are you going to do? Give up, quit? No, I realize now that when your heart breaks you gotta fight like hell to make sure you're still alive, because you are, and the pain you feel that's life. The confusing the fear that's there to remind you that something is out there and it's worth fighting for.

If you don't really intend on keeping a promise –
Don't make it. All you're doing is highering my expectations,
Doubling my disappointments, and setting me up for heart break.

Don't regret what other people call you mistakes—
Because most likely what you were doing was exactly what you wanted

I could say I'm over you.
I could go out with my friends,
kiss other boys,
and just try to ignore it all.
but it would be pointless
because anyone who was anywhere near me could tell—
that every time my phone rang
praying that by some chance it was you.
That I would somehow bump into you when we're out in public.
That when I watch sad movies I wouldn't
be crying because of their love story but ours.
That every time I ever woke up in a good mood it would be over in a second because I would have to live in reality not my dreams.& that when someone knocked on my door I would be hoping it was you saying that breaking my heart was your biggest mistake.

He's the kind of boy that changed you.
Your parents might say that its for the worse.
But you know deep down inside that boy –
Did what no one else could do your whole life.
Baby you make me feel alive.

Life changes every minute of every day. You lose
Friends & you gain friends. You realize your friend
Wasn't ever really your friend, & that person you
Use to hate can make a really good friend. You
Look for love. You find love & you lose love. You
Realize all along that you've been loved. You laugh,
You cry. You laugh so hard that you cry.
You do this, you do that. You wish you
hadn't done that. You then learn from that & are...................

Things were okay and went well
but, not when the broken mirror was put back together
the other girls didn't want that
but there were no reasons to hate 2 people
and that one sibling of the hated ones
how stupid is that?

the ships weren't meant to sail all the way to the other side
that's why the ships sank to the bottom of the ocean
and won't be pulled back out ever again
this is why the friendship has been lost
and would never be the same

All ships thinks that they would be able to sail far
and sail all the way to the other side
but they didn't and they won't
because they'd already sank
that's why the girls seperated
big ships on one side and small ships on the other side

All ships are sinking to the bottom of the ocean
sinking to different parts of the ocean
but the big ships would crash and be more broken
because they just lost their small ships
they think bad of their small ships
but they would soon realize how special the small ships are

The ships have sank before
but, they were able to be put back together
and sail together as one
but this time it's different
they've made their decisions
and would never sail as one again

The big ships would never be "forgiven"

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Hands of my Grandma- Hmoob Story
Art can be a virtually anything. in my case, art is not an object that is displayed, but a gifted that is inherited. Art for me, are my grandmother's hands. the hands my grandmother are symbols of my heritage. Her Paj Ntaub (flower cloth), which she design, she had made me realize that to keep my family Hmong heritage alive, her hands must live through others!

My grandma's hand are a work of art in themselves, and with them she gives the Hmong heritage life. Paj Ntaub is a tribute to hmong to Hmong women, especially for prospective brides. It protray's a young girl's ablitiy to be dilligent, disciplined and creative. It is how we express the ancient clans, and is the only skill and gift that the females in my culture are known for

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