hi again...
its ben a while since ive made a journal entry
this has been the worst weekend of my life
but first good news
i was finnaly able to ask dany to be my girlfriend
wow after a long time of waiting
i asked her like about a month ago
but now
well lets just say it hasnt been so lucky
first of all saturday we were suppose to go to the theater and i really wanted to go cuz i really needed to talk to her since well ocasionally she sometimes is all like down and looks so sad and whenever i ask about it she never wants to tell me, and well not just that whenever something is wrong she never tells me, i dunno if like she doesnt trust me or something, or just she thinks i dont care
cuz truth is i care a lot
shes the most important thing in the world to me
and well i love her
but i dont know why she just cant ever tell em anything
i mean is it something i did?
but she said that she would tell me on saturday and me i was sooo waiting to go to the theater
but guess wut
all because of my ******** cousin who changed theqater and its not the first time she does that, shes done it like two or three times now and it pisses me off
and then today i went to thins arte exposicion thingy so that i could get a change to talk to her
so i got there and well she wasnt there so i waited like two hours
two and a half maybe
but still she didnt show and my mom tired of walking around all day said it was time to go home so yea we went home and the minute i got home she called that she already got there, i mean some luck hu
man
god must love me
and so i asked my mom if we could quickly go back at least ten more minutes
but she says no that we were already home and that she was tired so then i talked with dany text messaging >__> (god my fingers hurt)
i asked her why we couldnt just talk at school i mean in the morning since its a lot more quiet though she hasnt answered so here i am coonfused on wut to do
all i want her is to be honest i mean theres nothing she cant tell me soo why cant she just tell me wuts wrong
all i want is for her to be happy
and i dont know wut to do
so im hopeing that tomorrow she talks to me
well wut a fun weekend this has been hu
well till next time i guess
and wish me luck with this
ok
well
byezz....
 demonkid629 · Mon Oct 05, 2009 @ 04:56am · 0 Comments |
