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...... Dear... journal?

IM SORRY!!!! i have been neglecting you... forgive me *bows head*. Its been a while since i've writen a journal. I can actually say turthfully that I'm basically procrastinating on my JRP. I hate these index cards. We had to do 30 before, which was bad, and now we have to do 70!!! by today!!! but i got sick *fake cough* .. ahem... allergies.. *fake cough*.. Lol. Yeah, i know, im bad. I only had 36 done. Oh, by the way, JRP means Junior research project. Its not very fun to begin with, but.. BUT, i've made it slightly more interesting. I know, this may sound super stereotypical asian like, but im doing it on Anime and the effects it has on the US today. hahaha, like teen titans, totally spys, puffy omi umi, all that good stuff like that. Lol. Its going.. well.. i think, i hope. other than that, nothing else i can say about my JRP besides its taking up alot of time.

Now, i think to myself, and im like... i dont really think its time consuming.. i think its just that I procrastinate WAY too much.. I mean, i could have done this during spring break (which I'll tell you later) but i decided, hey! lets have fun instead. Well, now I'm under a super amount of pressure. My blood is boiling and im fustrated at whats happening. My latin Grade (god i frikken hate that dam class) is wavering like my heart rate, my math class i sleep through, which is not good concidereing the fact that i have no idea what we're doing, so i'll have to really sutdy soon. My JRP is rolling along, my Psycology AP test is coming and i havent studied AT ALL!!!! (whcih im bugging out about) and i relaly really really really need to keep studing for my Math SATII. Oh, cant forget the added pressure with the cooking and rotary interact clubs. Oy... i feel so lost. Its like, i have the work to do, but i just cant get myself to jump start into it and just do it. Im I sick? *puts hand on forehead* x_x


((continue later))