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i've had a terrible day today...from morning to night and I don't know why it had to be today. was it the perfume i wore? bad luck uniform? being happy because of yesterday's best French day of my life so far?
Tomorrow's exams. I've been studying from morning to now (6:50pm). Just because I get on the computer my mom claims right away I have no exams tomorrow cuz im not studying. b***h, what about the other hours i disappeared in my room eh? b***h...
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Hardest thing in love

1. Flashing your smile to someone u don't want to see.

2. Bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget.

3. Showing that u care.

4. Finding a way to mend a broken heart.

5. Learning that you've been used by someone u truly love.

6. Saying "I love you" when you mean it and when you don't.

7. Letting go of a person you've just learned to love.

8. Realizing that u love somebody you've just taken for granted.

9. Realizing that u love the person you've just broken up with

10. Waiting for promises you know she or he'll never keep.

11. Saying your love for someone who loves somebody else.

12. Reminiscing the good times u shared together.

13. Shielding your heart to love somebody.

14. Trying to hide what u really feel.

15. Having a commitment w/ someone that u know would not last.

16. Trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes.

17. Sharing the one you love w/ someone else.

18. Loving a person too much.

19. Giving up someone u never thought of giving up.

20. Falling in love for the first time

21. Loving someone you haven't seen

22. Having the right love at the wrong time.

23. Exerting effort to make the relationship last or work.

24. Not being appreciated when u know you've given your best.

25. Taking the risk to fall in love again.

26. Hiding your relationship from someone else.

27. Controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend

28. Choosing between 2 persons whom u really love.

29. Finding out that u can never have the person u just let go of back

30. Seeing the person u love with someone else

31. Learning that the person who claimed to have loved you so much
never really cared

32. Seeing the one you love fall for someone else

33. Falling for your best friend and knowing that things can never be
the same again

34. Learning to trust after you have been burned

35. Accepting that it was not meant to be

36. Smiling when all you want to do is cry

37. Falling and knowing that it can never be

38. Not being able to love the person who truly cares for you

39. Saying that you can never love a person the way he loves you

40. Hearing that he/she can never love you the way that you love
her/him

41. Saying that you are over someone you still love

42. Being friends again and learning to let go of each other coz you
both know it is better that way

43. Convincing oneself that you are not in love when you know that you
are

44. Having to let go because you know that he deserves someone else

45. Trying not to remember how perfect everything used to be