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hey journal readers... whats up?

nothin much is up with me.

i didnt have school today.
on friday i had a bad day.
this girl who likes me (i mean REALLY like me!) asked me to the night dance thats comming up.

shes liked me for just over a year, and i guess she finally had the guts to ask some emo girl out.

its a little odd for me. she is pretty and everything and shes very nice, its just i dont know how my sister might react.
Madison is Bi, but she worries about me.
She doesnt want me to get hurt. (whats more pain? ive been hurting for quite some time...).

The girl who likes me is named Iris.
I dunno what makes her like me so much...hmmm...
I wonder if theres anyone out here on gaia who's goin through the same thing i am... is there?
i figured she'd be over her crush on me, but i guess she's serious.
I haven't really given the whole "Bi/Lesbian" thing a thought.
I'm not against it, just a bit lost, thats all...

anyway. it wasn't that that made my day horrible.
i dropped by my moms house and caught my parents (well, my mom and stepdad) "in the act".
FRIGGIN' GROSS MAN!!!!! XP
so glad i dont live there. id be totally blind!
i still have the god damn mental image burned into my head! RAWR!
MAKE IT GO AWAY!!!

then, after that crap, i went home with Madison and found that my hampster had gotten out. It took me 3 hours to find the little sh**!
His name is Bubbs and he likes to make attemts to escape his cage.
after multiple attempts, success!
no treat for him! (i give him 1 a week. 2 if im feelin nice...)


my arms hurt.
i cut two times today.
my stepdad called my sister and started fightin with her over some mail that keeps gettin sent to my mom's adress.
Hes such an a**! I hate him. He can keep his hole shut and go screw (literally).

ok. g2g, my arms are goin cold.
ttyl all you cyber aliens.