Sheesh! Reading all these past journal entries make me realize how dramatic and strange I was! I still am, but I got WAY more common sense than that, now. I kept on ranting about David and Cody, and how they were like the biggest things ever. Ridiculous. I'm reminding myself never to do that again. If it is really necessary, I will post all my dramatic feelings for my future husband. Lol. biggrin
Anyways, I am now an official High School graduate! The only friends I kept that are currently still my friends from SDOHS are the twins (Bri and Nicki) and Rebecca. That's it. I don't even converse with April or Olivia, or any major friend that I may have had. My crushes/strong infatuations with those people are also gone. Those days are over. OVER. I even got rid of my facebook account so I didn't talk to them anymore. cool
I also mentioned how I thought life sucked because of my dating issues. I am way over that. I know for a fact that my life does not "suck". I can't believe that I even wrote that I didn't have a strong testimony... I mean, I know it wasn't as strong as what it is now (definetly not close), but I think that was pretty bad. But because of the fact that I work at Wet N' Wild now almost every day, it is harder for me to find time to build it even stronger. Though, I am close to finishing the Book of Mormon, hooray! And they have had many strong passages for me to read, which truly help me. I pray every night, as well. And the biggest problem with me right now is that I am still awake. I should be asleep, but I'm not. I need to change my habits, but sadly, I'm not putting enough effort in to change it. But I must. At least I took a shorter shower tonight. blaugh
Anyways, I am done ranting for now. Just reporting to say that I changed so much for the better, and I am proud that it has changed. I lost some people that I called "friends", but honestly, none of them can compare to all that God has given me, and how much my family means to me. Goodnight. Or technically, Good morning. stare
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