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Once And Agian, I've Come To This Place,
I Hear I'm The Only,Who Can Fill The Space,
The Only Within, Insanity's Face.
I Am The Crazy One, I Heard The Call,
Death Becomes You,The Omen To Stall.
May The E.O.D. Guide You,
Were The Words That Were Spoken,
My Emotion Lay There, Shattered And Broken.
My Thoughts Intertwined, With Shattered Emotion.
I Lay There Motionless,
Waiting For Death, To Claim Me Aswell,
But After Waiting So Long,
My Emotions Repaired,
As If A Sign To Be Reborn,
And Begin To Enlighten Myself,
On The Subject Of Myself As A Person,
So I Opened Pandora's Box,
And Rather Left It Shattered,
My Emotion Regained,
I Faced "The Black Sun".
"Beginning Anew".
Dreams
Dreams are gained and lost,
they seem real while they last,
but they are not wat they seem,
And they will fade quickly unfortunately.
As much as you may want wat u saw in ur dream
And it will haunt u with its lustre,
but wat u have seen cannot be attained so simply.
Dreams are not wat they seem,
but although they are not real either,
do not take them lightly.
My thoughts about The Past
Intertwining memories of Long Ago,
affecting current judgment only to think;
if History repeats itself just like the old philosophers say,
why try do to do the same thing differently?
Most people would say cuz it doesnt hurt to try
but also just because History repeats itself doesnt mean it will in this case,
so we continue to try although,
the past will continue to haunt us no matter how much we run from it,
its always there in the back of our minds watching and waiting
for us to make that mistake again
whether it be dropping a plate or punchin a hole in the wall cuz u couldnt control ur emotions
the past is currently hiding while u read this becoming wary of u learning its true nature in staying with you
i take my leave and let u think about wat ive said but u need not take me seriously if u do not wish to.
The Omen
From nothing it comes and sends a warning to all,
Death Becomes You, An Omen to stall.
For fate knows all and becomes waht it may,
the omen above all came here to stay.
Those who died before, and those who died after,
Will slowly become legends told of hereafter.
So I say this once and i shall not repeat it,
I am The CURSED! I say it and mean it...
/Relapse/
Many have seen me during them,
holding back my emotions...
they are self inflicted for it is my own fault they occur
many may not realize this,
for no one could understand how sumthing so horrible could be self inflicted,
Reading is not always the answer is my only clue to the puzzle
but hopefully, someone will understand as well as Inash does...
Perhaps...
I am, again numb,
From the pain within,
Within being my mind,
and pain being hurtful thoughts,
and the knife that cuts through it,
Is you, and your actions,
Be they the same, or opposite
of mine, they are your own,
but im happy when around you,
and miserable without you,
for now your eyes are upon another,
but perhaps they will set upon me one day,
Perhaps...
Fog
Light filters through the fog that is my mind,
Slowly trying to to drive away the mist,
That i known as sub-concious thought,
Wanting to know every secret within,
The light begins to make way for the darkness,
Which just inreases the fog with thought.
If this is how my mind is,
Then I must be the Twilight within,
Overshadowing most everything.
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I Shut Myslf Away From The People I Care For...
To Stray From Emotion As Much As Possible...
I Begin To Contemplate Solice For Life And Love...
As The Illusion Takes Over..
Everythink Becomes Euphoric In A Sense...
As I Drift Throughout The Nothingness,
I Begin To Ache Inside...
On Account Of My Feelings...
But I Dont Worry Because The
Ache Is Lack Of Emotion As There "Is"
Nothing As I Drift Throughout My Thoughts...
Nothingness Sets In A If It Will Take
Me Permanently...But Either Way I Think
Of The Prophecy And Fate And All My
Relapses Lately...So I Begin To Contemplate
My Existence After The "Great Destruction"
I Was Just Starting To Trust Again Only To
Be Torn Apart By "Love"...Emotions Still
Resurface Rather Than Me Letting Them
Go I Just Try To Hold On To The Few
Good Feelings I Have Whether They
Be "Love" Or Just Sumthink Near To That..
So I Sit Here To Contemplate Why I'm Still
Living With My Emotions, When They
Cause So Much Hardship For Me
Regardless Of What I Do...
Whatever...Sorry Ororo...
~Twilight~
 Telarxes · Sun Feb 26, 2006 @ 06:45am · 0 Comments |
