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Know better than to fall in love,
Because love is fleeting and we're all whores.
Know better than to trust another,
Because no one loves, besides themselves.
Know better than to give someone credit,
Because most of the time it's not deserved.
Know better than to believe another,
Because lie after lie, it's all just words.
 Manxia · Sat Apr 23, 2005 @ 06:02pm · 0 Comments |
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I really don't understand. A person, who claims you as their only friend... and messes with your head to no end... and then randomly drops you like a bad habit, slaps your face against a spik-ed mallet, and then expects your heart to mend.
I think not sweet sir, I think not. Yet here I am, among the brambles and the thorns... Waiting to be unforgot, so then I can begin to end to mourn.
Manxia · Thu Apr 21, 2005 @ 04:23am · 0 Comments |
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Bye Bye Love
Bye Bye Happiness
Hello Loneliness
I feel like I could cry
Goodbye Love Goodbye...
Bye bye Love goodbye....
I really dont know. Today is a day of stressfullish moments... well, it started this weekend and progressed into today.. where I paced in first hour and have been trying not to stress out since...
What is the meaning of life? To be content? I am not content.
Manxia · Tue Mar 15, 2005 @ 12:43am · 0 Comments |
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My tears show in the shadows |
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I'll slit these wrists you held me down by
I'll forget these times you stood beside me
I'll run those miles you kept betweeen us
I'll watch myself fly toward the pavement
Your kisses rendered my heart broken
Your touches lingered on this scarring
Your empty words made my heart sputter
Your mirror panes make this cut matter
This is what the world comes down to
This can be where nightmares come from
This is making patterns for the future
This is typical of the raptures
Manxia · Sat Nov 27, 2004 @ 12:43am · 1 Comments |
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A random post for no one to read |
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hallo anyone... everyone... I havent been sleeping well.. some nights not at all... I have a lot on my mind... *sigh*
Manxia · Fri Nov 19, 2004 @ 03:21pm · 0 Comments |
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this weekend was good for things that I did but bad for my emotional state... It's no one's fault but my own.
Maybe someday I'll be happy
Manxia · Mon Nov 08, 2004 @ 02:13pm · 1 Comments |
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hehe, I had a good time yesterday.. mudding and carving pumpkins and things.. good times. Kinda sad cause I was supposed to talk to people last night, but... I can talk to them tonight if nothing else! hehe...
Take care anyone who bothers to read this!
Manxia · Wed Oct 20, 2004 @ 01:49pm · 1 Comments |
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As I walk along I wonder... what went wrong? |
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*its just one of those days you dont wanna wake up*
I havent been able to get going lately... I'm a waste of space and time...
Walking peni do nothing but confuse, torture, and reject me.... usually in that order as well.
I really quit... I'm too apathetic to know what's going on anymore.
Manxia · Tue Oct 12, 2004 @ 04:04pm · 3 Comments |
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He left with closure, I left with nothing but worry.
Forever is infinite and human love is not.
Commitment is not something I can deal with once it's concept is put into my mind.
No one really reads this to any extent.
I'm nothing but a confused little girl filled with angst and defiancy... and for what? For nothing. Alternachick with attitude... who people judge by the holes in her face and jeans, her fishnets showing through and the way she wears her hair.
this weekend I was dismissed from over a dozen offices when I asked if they'd like to buy ads for our yearbook this year... only a couple even took anything... and I got looks of fear and dissaproval... I put on a huge smile as I left their offices and once outside it faded instantly and I joined the raindrops on the dreary street... They don't even know me. I'm never going to be able to be who I want to be... but what does that matter.. No one likes who I want to be or who i'd pretend to be anyways.
-Manxy
Manxia · Mon Oct 11, 2004 @ 01:47pm · 0 Comments |
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