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I am constantly aware fo how alone I am. I am always home alone. No one's ever home it seems, and when they are, they go away into separate rooms, leaving me alone once again. But I think think the worst part of it it the fact that you never know how much the lonlyness will hit you. Some times it comes in little doses that you can learn to tough out of with a little self pitty and just a dash of stupidity. But sometimes, it hits like a led ******** balloon, and can get so bad that you reach the state where you brake down crying and/or only want to be alone and are extremly moody and irritable. Lonlyness should not be taken lightly, because they truth is, it's not cure that easliy as you've been led to think.