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why do i love torchering people Well it started with a fascination of the human body. It's so incredible. Each tiny function is intricate, specific, and amazing. So many systems coming together, it's almost perfection in my eyes.
And the human body can withstand so much. So many devastating wounds, the body can survive and fix itself.
And yet, there is a point, a breaking point, when no matter how hard it tries, it cannot recover. It can be the tiniest things that push it over; a mere milimeter too deep or too wide, a few seconds, a couple grams, just the right angle. Such small things that almost magically crush us.
That point, the point when a body finally fails, is beautiful to me.
It's also what started my fascination with death. Seeing all the ways you can kill someone, all the ways you can push them over that point, is enthralling to me.
I think it is the most beautiful thing in the world.