i'm not in the best mood right now.
i keep thinking about my ex and i.
we went out for about a year and 3 weeks.
and he ended it, on the phone D:
it was probably the worst feeling EVER.
when you love and care for someone so much.
and then they just decide to leave.
i really, truely hate how people change.
we're still best friend, of course.
but it's just not the same, you know?
i miss hearing the "i love you!" everyday.
i miss the cuddleing and kisses he would give.
now i have to wonder, will i ever have that again?
to be honest, i'm sick of love.
i've been in love twice.
it's wonderful! but in the end i'm always hurt :/
i care a lot and love so much.
i don't understand what i do wrong.
my ex told me i was to controling.
and i've changed since he's told me that.
and his best friends told me they've notice!
but he wont give me another chance, at least for now.
and i really wonder how much he did love me.
hopefully i'll be able to get over this.
in time i'm sure i will be, it's so hard right now.
it hasn't even been a month.
6.6.06 is no more.
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 amber xHEROINE · Tue Jul 10, 2007 @ 06:19am · 0 Comments |
