oh wow. ok.. so it's been ANOTHER half a year since my last entry. I guess that's my pattern now.
Which makes a lot of sense, since it seems like I go through these slumps about every six months or so, and I write when I'm sad. :]
Well umm.. the title is misleading, I admit. I'm not in college yet, and when I am it will certainly not be anything like that stupid Asher Roth song. (YES I said STUPID. The things he says he does in those songs would make you LOSE your scholarship.)
BUT.
I will be there soon. :] and umm.. if you read my other blog? No, Ethan was not the one for me. big shocker. it happens. I'm young. I'll live.
anyways, like I said I'll be in college soon. 5-ish weeks, actually. Majoring in English in secondary education. High school English teacher, baby. razz and there will always be boys in college. many different ages and types. lol
Just said my last goodbyes to Gunner. Friend of mine, going off for basic training. He won't be back until October. and even then he's only back for a little while. His platoon is scheduled to deploy sometime next year.
It makes me sad. I've known him for 5 years. dated him on/off for 2 of the 5. But we've stayed close. It was just one of those things where you realize you're just too amazing of friends to ruin it with other stuff. We keep in touch a lot.
He knows how I feel about military. How I've ALWAYS felt about it. But it's his life, not mine, and this is what he has chosen to do with it. I just hope and pray that he is safe.
That EVERYONE is safe. It seems like after graduation, half of the guys I know all signed up and shipped off. Just in these past two weeks I've said three goodbyes. Horrible.
Funny how life changes, isn't it? It's all so crazy.
Gosh. But hey, nobody says it's always easy. Life is hard. After all, nobody makes it out alive. xp
 ohhjoy · Tue Jun 22, 2010 @ 03:10am · 1 Comments |
