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	The Story of my Life My entries will be in poetry...that's all you need to know.

	Ill Health
	Ill Health


Temperature soaring Everything's boring Watery eyes Choked cries Rough skin Thoughts of sin Foul mood Time to brood I hope I become well Or else die and go to hell Belladonna_Mackenzie · Tue Oct 17, 2006 @ 07:38pm · 1 Comments

	Fading
	Fading


I sit in the shadows and stare Nobody will notice or care It doesn't matter to me though My thoughts are things they don't need to know I'm fading away and no one will see Now no one will know the truth about me Does it matter what I do? That's something to be ignored too My hateful words and violent actions Used to bring out horrified reactions But now I watch the world behind a veil Reliving and reviewing my own sad tale I chose to fade away and leave nothing behind And to forever hide the truth of what goes on in my mind I no longer exist in this agonizing land Of icy fields and fiery sand So I leave and say farewell I now have nothing left to tell Belladonna_Mackenzie · Wed Apr 05, 2006 @ 01:19am · 0 Comments

	Why?
	Why?


Why did you leave me behind? Why did you not care? Why did you destroy my mind? Why did you leave me to sit and stare? Why did you abandon me? Why did you go away? Will I ever see? What ever made you be this way? Sister, I love you so And yet you hate my very soul Sister, why did you have to go? And destroy the trust you stole? Sister, I miss you And you can never truly understand I wonder if you miss me too But it doesn't matter when we live in different lands So Sister, farewell I say good bye We part ways at the chime of a bell And I will never know why Belladonna_Mackenzie · Fri Dec 02, 2005 @ 04:40am · 0 Comments

	Ice with Ice
	Ice with Ice


At last I've gotten something great I've finally found my dearest soulmate I'm always hoping it was meant to be For me to love him and him to love me I wish I could know for sure Whether he will always be my Master But there is no way to tell So I pray and hope all remains well We can only wait and see If our love was meant to be There is no need to sit and worry Because disaster is in no hurry I'll love him and make our love last Lest it becomes a memory long since past Belladonna_Mackenzie · Thu Nov 10, 2005 @ 11:11pm · 2 Comments

	Cage of Turmoil
	Cage of Turmoil


I sit alone in a dark cage Trapped by sorrow and trapped by rage Who knows how long I'll be here? Anguished and trapped, but trapped by my fear? I want to go and see the outside But though this cage holds me prisoner, it also lets me hide I'm stuck here until I stop the lie The truth being that I'm like everyone else and I can cry Whoever said the truth would set you free? Because it doesn't seem like it was meant to be So I'm trapped here in the blessed Dark For the Light only leaves you naked and stark I'd rather remain unknown to all Then to have them watch me fall So as much as I hate my horrid cell It's the only place where I can be alive and well I'm not destined to leave the Cage of Turmoil To the place where grief is born and blood starts to boil I'm to hide away from the world you know My own feelings have me trapped and I don't want to let go Belladonna_Mackenzie · Sun Oct 30, 2005 @ 06:26am · 0 Comments

	I'll move on...
	I'll move on...


I've closed myself away Tired of being ignored I don't want to live for yesterday Sitting around being bored So I've decided not to care Well not too much at least I refuse to sit and stare I'd rather be a beast I don't need anyone to achieve my goals I don't want to live someone else's life I won't wait for the bells and their tolls I mustn't stop because of strife So I'll live for the now I refuse to look back To any leader I'll refuse to bow I follow my own track I don't belong So I make my own place I don't care if I'm wrong I will never lose face Don't try to stop me I've already made my choice I'm finally free And I'll listen to my heart's voice Belladonna_Mackenzie · Mon Oct 24, 2005 @ 12:51am · 0 Comments

	The Sad Beginning...I'm Growing Up
	The Sad Beginning...I'm Growing Up


I started to work today I have no more time for play I'm losing my youth all the time The loss of youth is a terrible crime I am no longer free to do as I choose If I argue at anytime, I lose So much is expected of me I'm growing up, no longer free I can't let people lose hope Therefore I have to cope Because if I break the promise I have made It would be as though I have stabbed those people with a blade So I try to get used to my new life I pray to the Goddess that I will meet the end of this strife So that I don't become the thing I hate A bitter person in a sorry state Life causes many to grow up too fast So please enjoy freedom while it lasts Belladonna_Mackenzie · Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 01:19am · 0 Comments


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