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To start, my condolences to the victims and their friends and family. You are in my prayers, God bless you and stay strong.


I'm still in shock over the VT shooting...I don't get how something like this could happen.

The kid, Cho was his name, I believe; was clearly mental so why didn't the school do something before this could happen??

Dr. Phil, as if he knows anything, is trying to blame video ******** HIM!! If I hear of one more violent incident where some 'Professional' blames video games I swear I'll throw an Xbox at them! As far as I've heard that kid didn't even play video games. First of all, the guy was ******** 23! It's not like he was impressionable or anything. And second of all I have played a million violent video games and the only violence I have yearned for because of them was toward the bosses IN THE ******** GAME!!

These people that blame it on things like that need to grow half a brain and shut the ******** up until they do.

I simply don't understand a lot of things. What about the guy's family? Has anyone found them yet? They better step up too and at least offer sympathy to the families of the victims.

About his writings, I've written a fair amount of violent literature and I personally think that is my outlet...If I feel like I want to cause harm, I'll do it fictionally through writing OR VIDEO GAMES! I wanna shoot s**t? I do it on a TV screen.

I also want to know about that message they found on the kids arm...It said "Ismail Ax"...I'm horribly curious to find out what that means. I googled it and the biggest result was something having to do with math, sine and cosine stuff...I'm not good at math...So either the kid had some math to study and wrote it on his arm in order to remember it or it had some personal meaning...Which I can't wait to see what the media and cryptololgists(Sp?) come up with.

Also, reguarding the note Cho wrote, saying 'You caused me to do this...' That's horse s**t...I mean I know it's of no purpose now, because the kid's dead but he was an idiot to blame others for his idiot actions.

I have no doubt that that he was insane, I just wish he hadn't taken his own life because I would have liked the hear what he would have said in court. Of course, he'd probably would have gotten off on an insanity plea or something, the court system is so ******** up.

I just hope more light is shed upon this tragedy in the future, I want to know what the note he wrote said, uncut...I want to know what psychologists ******** Dr. Phil!) and I want a team of cryptologists on this s**t! If this sort of thing isn't enough motivation to get these people researching I don't know what is!

Once again, my sympathies go out the victims of this horrible tragedy. God bless you and let's hope nothing like this happens again. God bless you all!

I really, really do... stare

If I hear one more little punk 13-year old tell me that love doesn't exist I'm going to break something.

Love does exist! You're just pissed because you haven't found it/have had your heart broken/whatever. I don't give a damn what happened or what didn't happen to you, I really don't. And if you don't believe in love or whatever that's fine with me. But don't tell me, everytime I make a topic celebrating the love I have, that my love is an 'illusion' or 'just infatuation', SHUT THE ******** UP!! I am able to think for myself and I can't say the same for you. If you're 'against' love, you are an IDIOT! You can't live without some form of love, whether it be from family, friends or a ******** pet...I don't care, human beings need love to stay sane.

And don't think you're 'hardcore' when you say 'No one loves me...My parents hate me...' If your parents really hated you they wouldn't let you love in their house or buy you food. I realize there are some who no longer have their parents with them, but as soon as you were left, I'll bet you any money that there was someone there for you. I don't believe anyone on this site that says the world hates them...Because if you were unloved by the world you wouldn't be able to go on...

And if you truly believe that you are completely unloved I'm sorry to tell you, but you're wrong! I will not get religious but I know of one being that does love you...And I will leave it at that.

Some spanish stuff...

'The stars shine brightest, only in your eyes.'
'Las estrellas brillan más brillante, sólo en sus ojos.'

'If I had a rose for everytime I thought of you I would walk in a garden forever.'
'Si tuve un subió para cada vez pensé de usted yo andaría en un jardín para siempre.'

'I have a sudden urge to kiss you until you take me to bed and have your way with me...It's just a suggestion.'
'Tengo un impulso repentino para besarle hasta que usted me tome a la cama y tenga su manera conmigo. ..It's apenas una sugerencia.'

'The reason everyone wants love is because it's the closest thing we have to magic.'
'La razón todos quieren que el amor sea porque es la cosa más cercana que tenemos a la magia.'

'Take my hand, take my whole life too. For I can't help falling in love with you.'
'Tome la mano, toma mi vida entera también. Para yo no puede ayudar a enamorarse de usted.'

'Take love, multiply it by infinity and take it to the depths of forever...And you still have only a glimpse of how I feel for you.'
'Tome el amor, lo multiplica por infinidad y lo toma a las profundidades de para siempre. ..And que usted tiene todavía sólo una vislumbre de cómo yo me siento para usted.'

I am blissfully happy with my life right now...Nothing is going wrong. No fights between friends, I'm still loosing weight, I have the most wonderful boyfriend in the world, I am just so much happier than I have ever been. My self confidence is through the roof now, I don't know why but I just am very happy with myself and I can only get happier. Mom says I'm finally realizing what a wonderful girl I am and yadda yadda...I dunno maybe that is it maybe it's because my boyfriend is constanly complimenting me...

Relationship-wise...I am just...So...Just wow...There aren't words to describe it. I still don't know if I'm in love but I really think that I'm getting there. And physically just....Holy s**t...He's the most passionate, loving and just amazing guy I've ever met. Everything he does just feels so right, even if it's a little wrong, if you know what I mean...*Cough* He's just someone Ic an talk to and relate to so easily and I've never had that in a boyfriend before. I couldn't be happier with him...I don't see how this can go bad in any way. The more I think of him the more my heart flutters...He was here last night and we hung out and watched Once Upon A Time In Mexico...Afterwards we just talked and kissed and touched and it was just amazing. He's so sexy...There's no other word for it...We can be our dorky selves together and it's just amazing to feel that you can be yourself with someone. The man purred in my ear for the love of God...Holy s**t did that get me going! He just knows just how to push my buttons...He's just...I just really feel like I've found Mr. Right...It's just an amazing feeling. It's so hard to describe...

I just feel so uplifted I really think God is doing this...Blessing me more than I could ever hope to be...There's nothing wrong in my life right now...Not one thing and that is an entirely new feeling for me...Lord, please let it last...

I went to a thread that gives stories for your avvies...I absolutely love the one she game me!