One day we met,
On the beach and you were soaking wet.
you'd fallen in, into the icy coldness,
Crying, in a sandy, wet mess.
I thought you were some sissy
And I didn't even know why
That you really weren't some lame little boy,
But a saddened one who missed his mommy.
We hung around in school as friends,
Growing closer and closer as the years progressed.
You had thoughts of suicide,
And I had thoughts of pride.
Eventually we fell in love,
Hand in hand, we would never be parted.
Day after day, I helped you cope,
And you lost that mental state.
And after a year of all we had been through,
All I wanted was a change.
Or maybe a test of your love.
Why did things end up this way?
I thought you would come after me.
I thought you would ask for me to come back.
I hoped you would reach for me.
Or that you would call me.
s**t happens, it's a fact
You took it the wrong way
And that's that.
It was going to far.
I cry at night
and I'm pretty sure that you do too.
Our arguing soon led to hatred
Then furthur, bitter cold.
Playing tricks to one another,
Lying and backstabbing
Hating and playing games
Trying for envy.
Then everything was so wrong.
You reverted back to youth...
You jumped...
And it's all my fault.
All I wanted was for you to be there.
I'm sorry. So sorry... I was just in love.
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