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Hey,
OMG.. its been a really long time. I guess I havent had anytime for Gaia now that things are a bit different. I fear that my anime/manga interest is goin somewhere. Its not that big of a thing in my life anymore. Probably because I dont have a bf thats addicted to it anymore. Ive been a bit busy with school things and such. The school has been really busy too, having school outtings and speeches and a carnival.

Hm.. since Ive been gone, I dyed my hair... again! Light auburn this time and the whole thing. I also got new killer shoes. Black Roxy hightops with checkered insides. They're awesome even though they're not Converse.

Um, I dont have much else to say because Im too lazy to type much more. So...
Seeya domokun

Hey
Sorry, its been a while. At the moment, I am babysitting. Today I missed Garnet's bday party and Im a little upset about it. Jerrett was there. Hm.... neh, I guess its not so bad.
I got my hair cut today and Im mad because you can barely notice. Mom says you can, but I say you cant. Um... I bought some dye for my hair, Im gonna dye my bangs dark brown. Its gonna be cool. I also got Jerrett's vday gift.
Well, I gotta go.
Bye bye

Hello.........
I haven't been around much... sorry about that. But I have news that I should have shared quite sometime ago. On Jan.21st, I actually got enought angst in me to dump the stupid boyfriend. Frankie told me what he had said to Jordache finally, so it was no longer a secret held from me. He didnt like me for like a month so right then I decided to dump him. Frankie phoned him at Jimmy's house and dumped him for me and really I dont think that he cared much. Oh well.... before that, the 3 of us had gone bowling with Arlen and Jerrett and I really made the decision that I liked Jerrett then. Like 15 minutes after the break up, Frankie asked out Jerrett for me on the phone and he said yes!! Its awesome! We've been goin out for like 11 days now. Its great because I hug him at least 3 times a day at school. And we've gone out pretty much 4 times already too. No kissing yet, but I hope there will be some soon. Hes supposed to anyways. But yeah, Im done blahing at yah...
Seeya domokun

Back again.
Its just been 2 days. Im getting good at this. sweatdrop
Uh... not too much has happened. Ive been useing a lot of time to think over things. Ive figured some stuff out, but not others.
Um... this weekend, we're making plans. Well, tomorrow we wanted to, wait... we being Erin, me, Jerrett, and Arlen. Anyways, tomorrow we wanted to have a movie night at Erin's house. But Erin's not allowed. So we might do it on Saturday if not at all. Its gonna be really fun if we get to do it. Ah, I still have to phone the theater to check to see what's playing. We wanted to do that too. Oh well, I can phone after since I can't right now.
I better get going.
Seeya xp

Hey,
Im back again. I wasnt doin to well, but I just got myself out of one mess. But Im still in quite a few others. For one thing, yesterday, Stefan found out about Jimmy likeing me. Ive been pretty certain about it for a while and he just found out then.
Uh..... on Saturday I went to Megan's birthday party and had a blast. Sat around talking, eating, running around outside in the freezing weather, playing truth-dare-or double dare.... etc... It was quite fun.
Afterwards, we went to the movie "Spanglish". I was looking forward to it because Stefan was supposed to go, but he went out for dinner with 'circle' (Jack) instead. Goddamnit... We (Me, Erin, Ariana, and Frankie) almost didnt go to the movie at all because the snow started to pour, but Im glad we did. We figured that no one was going after a while, but then people started to show up. There was only supposed to be like 10 of us, but it turned out to be countless. Me, Erin, Arlen, Ariana, Jesse, Frankie, Jimmy, Jordache, Erica, Alicia, Megan, Kyla, Sam R., Sam M., Brittany and there could have been more, I just cant remember. The movie was pretty boring. Ariana kept hitting me in the head then saying that everything was 'sexy' every couple of minutes. So I moved to the other side beside Jimmy and they all laughed at me. "OoOo.... getting close to Jimmy?" Shut up! After the movie, we were all outside. Jimmy and I were talking by the front doors in the snow and I guess people figured we were getting to close. Especially when Jimmy slipped something to me about that. After a while, Jesse was pissing us off so we went after him and everyone started a snowball fight. A big one. We were in the middle of the road, throwing snow at eachother and such. After a few snowballs, I couldnt feel my hands. I gave up and Erin shoved snow in my face. Jimmy just said, "Aw... look at her. Dont do that." and tried to get the snow out of my hair. We fought with snow some more after that, then some people started to leave. But there was still a lot of us. Then Erin's dad came and we went home.
Back at Erin's, we first phoned Stefan and Jack to see why they werent there. I actually spoke to Stefan on the phone for once. Before I put the phone up to my face, Ariana yelled "SEXY!" into the phone then I heard laughing on the phone. We didnt say much but yeah. Then we got off and went into the sauna. After that, we went to watch a movie downstairs but it didnt work so we watched 2 seconds of CSI, then went to bed.
The next day we just basicly had a 2 hour snowball fight and yeah. Now Im back to school and bored again even though Im full of problems. So I better get going.
See ya domokun

Hey,
Im back. I guess Ive been remembering more often to come here. Im quite bored out of my mind. I just finished doing a pile of godforbidden homework. How much time do these teachers think we have on our hands? Jesus... I cant wait for the weekend. Sounds like its gonna be fun.

I dont really have much else to say. Except for the fact that I have my "drug" (Tylenol) every other day because of my damn headaches. My nose and lips really hurt right now. I have to keep blowing my nose and my lips are getting chapped because of the cold weather.
Well, I better get going.
Seeya stressed

Sorry, I havent been around much. Im really depressed right now. The boyfriend and I had somewhat... a fight last night because of a rumour.

I heard from a friend (who happens to like me) that He wanted to break up with me but wont because I'll be all depressed. I asked him if it was true and he says that its not. I wasnt sure who to believe, seeing that we dont hang out or anything like we discussed. He just keeps telling me that he loves me. Who knows if hes lieing. I even gave him a chance to break up with me right then and there, but he refused. He didnt seemed too bothered by it, but I know I was. Its a really hard thing to go through. Especially when we've been together for such a long time. 11 months now pretty much. We never see eachother and I really think that he could care less. Hes not even home right now and my best friend's boyfriend is trying to get a hold of him so we can make him hang out with us on Sunday. I dont think thats going to happen.

Besides that, the snowfall everywhere is bothering me. I was supposed to go to the island today so I missed school but the snowfall ruined it. So I stayed home for no reason.

Well, lets just hope that someone out there is feeling my pain and can help me with this horrible problem. I'll love them forever if they do.
Gotta go. Seeya. sweatdrop

Even though I know no one is reading this, Im gonna type anyways. It eats up time and I have nothing better to do with my goddamned life.

Im at my grandparents at the moment... well, while Im here and I remember... Happy New Years. But yeah, thats why Im here. New Years dinner. I suppose it was pretty boring, but hey, its something to do... although I could be at a friends house right now.

The night before last, I got invited to a New Years party and I asked to go even though I had to babysit and I could have forgot about babysitting and gone, but according to my parents.... Im not allowed!! It wasnt fair at all, Im not allowed to hang out at a friends house that Ive never been to before. Isnt that crap? The party was last night and it seems as though everyone had fun. Even though He said that it was just 'okay' and Jordache said that it was alright and yeah.

I type too much... well, thats because Im extremely bored. I could go on forever if I wanted to. Theres not really anyone on MSN that I want to talk to right now so, Im here.

I know that no one is reading this, but if someone is... make a comment so I know you were here reading about my crappy life. Hah, reminds me when I was ranting on the boyfriend earlier today. He said that he wasnt annoyed, but Im pretty certain that he was. Heh, what does MSN tell you? You cant see what the person is actually doing, Jesus.

The family is talking talking talking in the living room right now while Im sitting here on Gaia talking about nothing. Hah, just shows how much I have in common with them. Im like an outcast. Im the only artist basicly, the only person interested in comic books and movies, and video games. God, Im such a nerd. Well, gotta go.
Seeya later.

Bored board bored bored.... board? As you can tell, Im really bored at the moment. Its almost the New Year, but its not that exciting. I have to babysit on New Years Eve and go to my grandparents on New Years Day. In a while I might go to my friend's house so I guess then I wont be so bored.
Gawd... Im supposed to be planning something with Him, but it seems like it to me that he doesnt want to. Hes the one who asked, he should have kept that up. Plan it, plan it... but nothing. Holidays are almost over, Im thinking that its not going to happen. This ticks me off so much. Im gonna have to deal with it somehow.
Anyways, seeya later. stare