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Ramblings of an Insane Student nothing special... exploding walrus and soap-opera stuff... the usual


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............Europe...............
Please, just, let me go. I beg of you.
With all of my heart, my head, my lungs,
I pray that you let my sorrow run,
To depths unknown to sky unseen,
Too far away to even dream,

Oh, bring about the green earth,
and purify it along with my heart,
Bring me breath, bring me hope,
Bring me hope, bring me health,
Bring me health, bring me life.

Bring me back to life.

Europe
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...........................Time.............................
It sure has been a long time since I've written here. I usually don't like to write out my feelings, but now might be a good time to start. My ex boyfriend and I got back together recently. I've missed him. He's missed me. Will it work out? I'm not sure. I know that this is a shot in the dark; a long distance relationship with an ex isn't the most sound or stable relationship that was invented. I know. I know a lot of things. Useless things, important things, silly things. The amount I know, however, is overshadowed by the things I don't and have yet to learn. I'm taking a term off from college. Yes for all the viewers out there, I'm in college. I'm going back? I really hate school. I served my term in hell (high school) already, and to volunteraly do a second stint is madness. However, I can't live a life on the wages I make. I can't not go. Why does being an adult mean so much hardship? I'm so lonely and sad and depressed about my future and the future of the world. Why is there so much pain in the world? What is wrong with everyone? Has everyone gone stark raving mad? Have I? I don't know where my life is going. I haven't a clue.






It's kind of exciting

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...................Ribbon..................
I like ribbon... and Thanksgiving. Here's wishing you the best.
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............burp....................
Does anyone actually read this? I know I don't xd
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.......Well... Its been a while.......
I love the smell of an aired out house. My parents and I garden every chance we get when it gets nice out and it was nice out today! We open all the windows in the house and when we get done everything just seems so happy. Everything might be a mess in the house but it smells clean and feels good. Thus, we all feel good. This is quite a change from how we usually all feel together which is what makes the feeling even better. heart Yay good things.
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... Worshiping the Porcelain Deity ...
I am so sick... what a way to enjoy a week off... oh yeah... this is the life. My brain is mush and daisies. Good bye. Wait... just bye. Not good bye, not happy bye, not buy, but just bye. So bye. Go buy a good bye if you want one but you are not getting one here. So bye already. Sheesh!
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I can not stand stupid people. I get this from every member of my family. I am not talking about those who are slow or have problems understanding. Usually these people work hard to do the best they can and I admire that. I am talking about those who act stupid on purpose or just don't try. Anime randomness is not stupidity; a somewhat understanding of randomness is needed to make it funny or it is not random, and thus stupid. I supose this is true for other clicks like the jocks and the punk-rockers, but some people are just morons.

Example: Worker at local store.

I am shoping with my grandmother at our local wholesale store and they have everything. Whether it be food, furniture, clothing, movies ect... they have it. My grandpa loves to read and goes through novels like water, so my grandma always picks up five or six 700-1000 page books for him to read each week. As we put our items on the checkstand the checkstand clerk is giving us funny looks. A young male, I hesitate to say man, maybe 18 or 19 was ringing us up and finnaly came to the books when he stoped. He said to my grandmother, and I quote, "Geez lady, don chu do anything but reed all day? Go to da movies or somthin'. Live for ---- sake."

OMG... This moron did not just take the lord's name in vain in front of my grandmother.... and with poor English too... I slowly backed away as my grandmother puffed out her chest in impending doom.

Now my grandmother is a calm and gentle lady with a kind face and typical grandmothery behavoirs, but DO NOT take the lords name in vain in front of her or berate ANY of her or her husband's hobbies. I don't think I can even repeat what she said because I am sure I blocked it all out. After her five minute full-steam rant at the top of her lungs and $62.85 later, we left the poor boy almost in tears.

I laughed the whole way home.

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