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the world is blind
it does not see
the pain
that we grieve

we hide behind
fake smiles and laughs
and pretend
thats everything is okay

then one day
we will crack
hidden emotions will flood out
anger
frustration
longing
depression
unimaginable pain
will flood from
our dark black souls

they will choke the life
from out lungs
as we drown in our sorrows
but till that day comes
we wear our painted smiles

there's no reason to cut myself
when your words cut me so deep
yet still you don't see
what you do to me

there's no reason to hide
because you'll never see
what you do to me

your words your lies
they cut me
pierce me
stab me
deceive me
wound me
kill me
yet you still don't see
what you do to me

death may keep us apart
but forever in my heart
you shall stay

one day together
we will be
just you and me

forever we will remain
till then
i'll deny my pain

so now i wait
till death kisses my lips
forever you will be missed

are you living
or are you dying
are you crying
when you are hiding
are you afraid
to share your pain
or would you rather hide
and forever deny
till the day
you die?

tears
like falling rain

crys
like booming thunder

the quick swipe of a knife
like the strike of lighning

blood
flows like the water from the gutter

pills
scatter and shatter to the ground like the hail

take your last breath
before the storm ends
along with you

can you see that girl
in the mirror
her eyes full of tears

can you see the pain
that she tries so
desperately to contain

can you hear the lies
that make her want to die

can you hear the pop
as the pills
begin to drop

can you hear her cry
as she slowly starts
to wither away
and die