Today, I am cursed with thinking alot. More than usual. I thought about sad things, and the most hurtful things that ever happened to me. I usually escape in my mind, but today these thoughts, these memories, were stronger.
I am a good person. Too good that nobody believes me. I think because the world is turning to be an awful place. People lying and manipulating . You can't trust anyone anymore.
Normal people usually beware of trusting too much. But me ..
I am just too sensitive .. Too much .. I can't deal with people carefully. Either I open up to them and be myself or I don't deal with them.
I am trying to kick the bad memories now.
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til now, I really wish to die .. this is not emo s**t or sth.. it's just I don't think I have a life without freedom ..
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well, Just stuff about myself, my life, I usually can't talk to people about what I feel ..
Maybe I will write stories too .. I rarely write in English .. I usually write in Arabic ..
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