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idk y im posting this but today is crap....like burnt toast crap. ninja

Its like when you tell someone how you feel u free fall. Like you jump unsure I when you-if you land- you'll still be alive. So when you grab him by the shirt spin him to face you think of what to say "do you want to go out" or "i love you"?will u play it safe or put your self on line question Jump of the edge with a safety rope or jump of the edge with nothing at all but a net at the bottom?

Once it was a sin to be black. now its a sin to be homosexual. I understand why some are sins ex: gluttony, lust, vanity, and rage. But why if we are black we are hated or if you have a vampire side or you are homosexual why must people be so closed minded? why must the say we are black because our skin was scorched black by hellfire when we're black because of the melanin in our skin? why can't people look inside? inside I am neither black or white. I am Q. ninja

what is a sin exactly? Is it a wrong doing? Is it a lie? or maybe its just plain defiance. someone tell me please. ninja

please just ignore the post before this ^_^. they're not me. Like for many people-like me-Gaia is like a safe haven. You can be anyone and be anywhere. For insecure and self conscious you could be popular voice your true opinions. When I first got a gaia it was because I really felt friendless. some totally crazy s**t happened that year. So had people who didn't know me to talk to. But they didn't know the real me. The girl who lost all her hair in fifth grade but still did her graduation walk and speech. The girl that was once a model. The girl who jumps off of tall objects. The girl with an unbelievable short temper 3nodding . The girl who sang for the queen once the girl the will beat you up if you mess with her. The girl who almost lost her sister and father. That girl is me. She is me and we are us and us is we whee . But this is my release. Forgive father for I have sinned...allot.