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The Hell That is My Life
Oh if only I could tell you everything that is my life. There are some that say I don't have it that bad, that say I can get out don't understand. I can't get out. I'll never be able to get out. This hell will be mine till the day I die. What kind of life is that? If only I could tell you just how close I'm getting to just ending it all. And taking my son with me. Oh gosh.. I want to kill my own son so he doesn't have to live with his grandparents any longer. But the crap that they put me through would be 10 times worse for him if he understood what was going on. I don't want to die, I want to live and make something out of myself but with the crap that I have to go through every day.. Is it really worth it? No I honestly don't think so. Nothing is worth this hell, Nothing.
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