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Is love at first sight real? If so...the one whom I fell in love with...I could not bare to be away from. But..all of my feeling for him. Crushed! I had found out that he had no feelings for me. What was I supposed to feel then....sadness, anger, heartache...who was I to tell. But my feelings...didn't they matter? It's like I am trapped under this rock of pain, that is just crushing me little by little. All because of feelings towards someone. Maybe....maybe I should....just give up the thought of feeling anything. I am in a constant tug of war with my feelings and I am the one who is always thrown down in the mud. Maybe I should just give up. It gets me nowhere to have any feelings. And us, the people, we are constantly jumping from one mood to the next. Almost like one moment your happy...and the next you could be angry or sad....it never changes. Is it possible to feel nothing, and forget all of it, and then because of forgetting...not get hurt? If not possible.....should I?