So, I wrote this poem yesterday after talking to a friend of mine. I only know her online, but she's still one of my best friends. Anyway, I hadn't been able to talk to her through most of the summer, problems at home and such, and as I talked to her I realized I still loved her.
I had had a crush on her during the school year last year, but the more we didn't talk, the more it went away. I had a crush on someone else at school, and thought my thing with her was over, until we started talking again. As we got closer to each other again I felt my heart again start to ache with feeling. She spoke about a problem she had about someone she loved and I felt my heart wrench in two. It was happening all over again. Last year it was the same thing, she had a girlfriend while I was talking with her. It hurt then and still hurts now.
Anyways....Here's that poem which I wrote:
Ever since you left, the feeling started to go away
But now you're back and it hurts more than it ever did before
All those feelings that I had that I thought went away,
Came roaring back as if they had never left
As we talk about all the things that we've gone through, and the times that we miss
I'm finding it hard to hide all my sorrow
Wishing you had never left, and you were here to share my fears and my thoughts
We've grown apart, but the feelings still there
Tell me, now that you're back could you ever love me?
Could we ever close that distance from the times we lost?
The fire's rekindling,
please don't let it burn out
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